#1211 - So it ends.
I woke up at 12:00 today. A stark contrast to last week, when I woke up at 7:00 every morning and that one night this past weekend I stayed up until 5:00. I suppose it's all that lost sleep catching up. Yep. Catching up.
I was playing magnetic darts with my cousin, Kuntal age 5, and he asked me why I couldn't get a bull's eye. I told him that I wasn't good at this darts thing, and he responded with a "You're not good at anything!" in a tone I really can't put a word to. A mix of bewilderment and maybe some sort of awe? I don't know. Kids are really intuitive these days, aren't they?
Anyway, I made the decision to not keep this journal going. I know, I know, you're thinking she says that all the time, but I mean it this time. Not that I won't come back and make a little update here and there like "Hey it's my birthday" or "Hey I had food today", but that's all. I'm moving to another journal, and I'll add people when I want to, not that it really matters anyway. I don't plan on writing in the new journal the way I do here, so yea. Bye and all that shit.
In the meantime, old school Dashboard Confessional has its grip on me, even though I don't really feel like listening to it. I can't bring myself to change the song when it comes on... but right now, I'm listening to two of the most beautiful songs I know right now... not Dashboard.
I was playing magnetic darts with my cousin, Kuntal age 5, and he asked me why I couldn't get a bull's eye. I told him that I wasn't good at this darts thing, and he responded with a "You're not good at anything!" in a tone I really can't put a word to. A mix of bewilderment and maybe some sort of awe? I don't know. Kids are really intuitive these days, aren't they?
Anyway, I made the decision to not keep this journal going. I know, I know, you're thinking she says that all the time, but I mean it this time. Not that I won't come back and make a little update here and there like "Hey it's my birthday" or "Hey I had food today", but that's all. I'm moving to another journal, and I'll add people when I want to, not that it really matters anyway. I don't plan on writing in the new journal the way I do here, so yea. Bye and all that shit.
In the meantime, old school Dashboard Confessional has its grip on me, even though I don't really feel like listening to it. I can't bring myself to change the song when it comes on... but right now, I'm listening to two of the most beautiful songs I know right now... not Dashboard.