The future freaks me out !
WOW, uhh, so I haven't written on this thing for a while ( this is prolly the second post I ever wrote ), and honestly I don't even know why I have a Live Journal. It serves no real purpose but to tell everyone how fucking bad all lives have been. It doesn't comfort anyone. It doesn't mend our broken/hurting hearts. And it sure as hell don't cure cancer, hehe! But it gets our problems out to all the friends around the community. If thats its purpose, then I have a problem, for the fact that now I gotta go get friends to talk to over this thing. Kim, I love you, and I just though I'd throw that in here somewhere. Well, I'm on a three day vacation from my hard-ass, high-paying job, and I realize that I really don't have a life outside of it. I'm away from my work ( The Devereux Treatment Center for those who read this ) for a day, and already want to go back to it for the fact that so far the most exiting part of my weekend was that I got to go to church, just like every Sunday. Not that there's any shame/problem in going to church. I do it every week, and at the same church since I was about six or seven. Holy Trinity Church in Silver City Rules!!! Just thought I'd reprezent. Anyways, I feel like I want to go back to work for the fact that it is actually the only reason I leave this home of mine every single day, eight to ten hours a day, six days a week. for the past year or so. The summer is always the hardest and longest yet the shortest season/time at work. There's soo much to do and there is never a dull moment at work. Never!
So happy Forth Of July to you all. And to you, my Kim, happy two month aniversary. We did it. Two long, hard, stressfull months. I love you soo fucking much and I would do it again and again. And I will. You really are worth it. I cannot wait until the thirteenth of September. I love you!
I've never had a reason to post anything on this journal, so I don't know why today is different. It's nothing important. To those who visit, I hope you all like the background. Just a reminder to you, as well as myself, who one of my favorite bands are. That and I also like alien stuff. Feel free to post under this, it will only make me feel better. I really need that right now. Also, please oh please go to the show tonight at the Odyssey. It will own. I know it's just another hardcore show, or so I think, but ehh, kids seem to like it. This is probably all for now. I may have another day where I want to post something useless like this again, but atleast I have you, my Kim, to accompany me over the web, you are the only ( girl )-friend I need.
I miss you, my Love.
I miss work.
And I miss sleep.
So until the next type! Go pick up the new Hawethorn Heights, Melee, Amber Pacific or Underoath cd. They all rock, and you know they do.
Good night.
Happy Independence Day, America.
Good night, Kim.
I love you.
I'm spent.