Broken
Title: Broken
Chapter: Oneshot
Author: socialriotbitch
Pairing: RukixKai
Genre: Angst, PWP
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: MxM, anal, barebacking, non-lube, rape, necrophilia, references to DID (dissociative identity disorder)/MPD (mulitple personality disorder), sort of medical kink, blood-play, character death, swearing, mentions of childhood trauma
Summary: Kai's favourite case at the mental health clinic was a 19 year old boy who had murdered and raped his boyfriend.
Disclaimer: Ruki's bunny ears are mine...
Comment: READ THE WARNINGS! I'm serious guys, this piece contains necrophilia and mental shit. I would recommend that you didn't read this unless you've watched a lot of horror movies or like gorey stuff.
The air smelled stale, clean, sterilized. Kai walked down the hallway, clipboard in hand. He had been working at the mental health clinic for a couple of years now, but this was still his favourite case, and Kai looked forward to it every day.
About a year ago, a young man killed and raped his boyfriend, and when the police arrested him, he didn't put up a fight at all. He had let himself be handcuffed and brought to prison, where it had soon be discovered that the boy was suffering from a dissociative personality disorder. His 'primary identity', the man he was when he was born, had no recollection whatsoever from the murder. He denied it with all his might, saying that he would never do such a thing, and even mentioning his boyfriend around him made him cry. The guy, Ruki was his name, still very much loved the man he had murdered.
It seemed his mind had conjured up a fake explanation. Ruki hadn't killed his boyfriend. He had been walking with a knife when he tripped and stabbed himself to death, and the reason they found traces of Ruki's DNA in his anus was because they had had sex the night before he died, although autopsy showed that that was not the case, as the sperm was fresh when they got the body in.
Ruki's other personality hid himself well. He had shown violent behaviour to all the various psychiatrists and doctors that had come to see him, except for Kai. It seemed that he liked Kai, yet he had his own, weird way of showing it. He was sadistic, cold, and very clever. Everything he did was with measured movements, every word he said carefully thought through, and he never made a mistake in his steps.
Most of the time Kai talked to him, Ruki's other personality tried to play with his mind. He liked deep conversations, and he liked trying to push Kai to the edge, but Kai never fell for it. It wasn't every day that this side of Ruki showed up. Some days it was just the 'normal' Ruki he met, sitting on his bed and questioning why he was here, why he was kept captive still even though he had never done anything.
Kai reached the right turn, bowing to the security guard and showing his badge, walking through the heavy doors that opened for him and heading towards Ruki's room. He punched in the code and opened the door slowly, walking in and putting his clipboard on the shelf that was built into the wall. Locking the door and sitting down on the only bench in the room, Kai eyed the lithe figure on the bed, the 19-year old man that nobody would believe to kill a fly. Not in this state, at least.
“Good morning, Ruki,” Kai said softly, watching as Ruki slowly sat up, smelling the air as he cocked his head to one side.
“You smell like toothpaste,” Ruki said in a low voice. The first months Kai had been working with him, Ruki had been either strapped to the bed or tied to a chair, kept on heavy medications so he didn't have any chance to do anything. But as he gradually earned Kai's trust, Ruki was allowed more and more freedom. Kai never liked talking to someone who was restricted in that way.
No human being worked well when their entire body was shivering with fear, and being put in a vulnerable position when he didn't even believe he had done anything wrong definitely wouldn't make Ruki relax.
“I brushed my teeth right before I left. Should I not have?”
A small smile played on Ruki's lips, and he fidgeted with his hands as he looked down at the floor. “No. It smells like menthol. I like it. It's better than tea.”
“I will be sure to brush my teeth before visiting you if I've had any tea from now on, then.”
“Thank you,” Ruki said and bowed his head, though Kai waved his hand dismissively.
“Don't mention it.” Ruki started chewing his lips, his brows furrowing as he appeared deep in thought. Kai waited until his face relaxed again and he looked up at him, their gazes meeting as Kai smiled gently. “Did you sleep well?”
Ruki was silent for a long time, and Kai was about to repeat his question when Ruki replied, although he whispered so softly Kai had to lean forward to hear him. “It's so lonely in that big bed without anyone around.”
“You've been sleeping alone for almost a year now.” Ruki's head shot up and he glared at Kai, anger flicking in his eyes as he scrunched his nose up.
“I did not kill him.”
“I didn't say so, did I?” In a second, Ruki's aura changed from calm and timid to angry and defensive, and he gripped the sheets tightly as he hissed at Kai.
“I know why you're keeping me here. You think I killed him. I didn't. You can say whatever you want but I would never hurt him. I love him.” A single tear rolled down Ruki's cheek, and he went back to staring at the floor again.
“I don't think you killed him.” In fact, Kai knew that Ruki didn't kill him. Not this Ruki.
“Then why am I here?” Ruki was back to biting his lip as Kai smiled apologetically. The room was silent for a while, Kai observing Ruki and Ruki staring at the floor. Then suddenly, Ruki lifted his knees up to his chest, tugging at his hair as he screamed loudly. Kai remained completely still as Ruki thrashed on the bed, screaming and crying and rambling a conversation that Kai could only hear half of.
“I didn't do it! It wasn't me! I would never hurt him, I would never kill him!” More crying and kicking and Ruki almost ripped the sheets as he shrieked in pain. “I love him! You're lying! I hate you!”
Suddenly, Ruki fell silent. He didn't even cry, just breathed slowly. His face was buried in the mattress, and Kai shifted in his seat, straightening his back. He knew what was coming. Ruki's other personality was here.
“He still doesn't want to believe me,” came the muffled mumble from the bed, and Ruki's body straightened up, sitting back into his previous position. But this wasn't Ruki. His eyes burned with a seething anger, and a cruel smirk was plastered to his face. “No matter how many times I tell him that he slaughtered and fucked that bitch, he won't believe me. Even though he enjoyed it greatly.” Now came a long, dark laughter, Ruki throwing his head back as he cackled maniacally. When he straightened his neck again, eyes locking with Kai's, he licked his swollen lips and clucked his tongue.
“He doesn't understand why he's here,” Kai spoke slowly. “I feel sorry for him. He didn't actually do anything wrong.”
“I did him a favour. His whiny boyfriend wouldn't let him fuck him, so I had to stab him to get him to cooperate.” Ruki smiled widely, showing off his teeth at the fond memory. “His blood was so pretty. I can still remember the look of it contrasted to his pale skin. Tell me, doctor, what does your blood look like?”
Kai ignored the question, knowing very well that Ruki was just trying to screw with his head, and he refused to fall for it. “If it wasn't for you, Ruki could have lived a perfectly normal life. You took that away from him. Don't you feel the least bit of guilt?”
Ruki chuckled, for the first time moving up from his bed, and Kai watched him cautiously as Ruki took a few steps towards him. “I feel nothing, except the lingering sensation of his ass clenching around my dick, growing ever tighter as his body stiffened.”
Kai focused on breathing calmly as Ruki walked over to him, leaning a hand to the wall next to his head. “Get back to your bed, or I will have to call security.” This was the first time since Kai had started treating Ruki that Ruki had gotten up from his bed, and he was scared. He knew why none of the previous psychiatrists had stayed for long.
With a swift motion, Ruki had reached inside Kai's mouth and dug his fingers into his tongue, ripping it out as Kai jerked his head away. “What's the matter, doctor? Cat got your tongue?”
Kai fell to the floor, screaming wordlessly as he curled up into a ball. Blood was pooling in his mouth and he spit it out, crying as the back of his mouth burned with pain. Fuck. The guards knew that Ruki screamed a lot. They probably wouldn't think anything of it, and would just ignore Kai's cries. He was screwed now.
“You're an idiot,” Ruki said, bending down to Kai and flipping him onto his back, watching the pain and fear on his face. “If you hadn't insisted on giving me the freedom of movement, hadn't started trusting me so much, you would have been safe. But you're too stubborn.”
Ruki leaned down and licked the tears off Kai's face as they fell, ripping Kai's shirt open and trailing his cut-off tongue down his chest, smearing the blood all over it. He ran the small muscle over Kai's nipples, and the cold wetness made Kai shiver.
“You look beautiful like that, covered in your own blood,” Ruki cooed, bending down to lick some of the blood off Kai's nipple. “You'll be even more beautiful when I'm done with you, I can assure you of that.”
Kai whimpered in fear as best he could without a tongue, casting a glance at the security cameras. If the alarm hadn't been raised yet, that must mean that the guy who was supposed to monitor the rooms had either fallen asleep or gone to the toilet. Kai hoped to god the guard woke up or came back before it was too late, because he was more or less certain that by the time Ruki was done, Kai would be dead.
Ruki grabbed Kai's hands, and although Kai struggled wildly, Ruki was stronger and calmer than him, and he managed to flip Kai over onto his stomach and tie his hands together behind his back using the ripped shirt. He pulled Kai's trousers off, pulling his hips up and prompting Kai to bend his knees under him.
“I think it would be in your best interest to do as I tell you, Kai,” Ruki sneered, giving Kai's ass a sharp slap, and tears streamed down Kai's cheeks as he nodded. “Now be a good boy and moan for me, like the whore you are.”
Dragging his nails down Kai's back, deep enough to make long cuts on his skin, Ruki hissed at the sight of blood trickling from the wounds, trailing down his sides. Kai whimpered as he felt Ruki digging his teeth into the skin, tasting his blood.
“I missed this so much,” Ruki whispered, licking the blood off Kai's back. “It's almost a shame to think how long it will be until I can experience this taste, smell, feel again. When they find your dead body they will know it was me. Surely they will put me in a cell with heightened security. But as long as dear Ruki plays dumb, we might get out at some point. And then all the victims in the world are waiting for us.”
Kai was honestly scared of Ruki's words. He was right. With the behaviour Ruki was displaying when this side didn't take over, a less experienced psychiatrist might let him go to soon, thinking he was fully cured. And then it would only be a matter of time until he killed again, and this time he would probably be clever enough that the police wouldn't catch him.
“I need to hurry up,” Ruki muttered, more to himself, as he removed his trousers, and braced his hands on Kai's hips. “As much as I would love to take my time and play with you, it won't be long until someone discovers us.”
Kai shrieked as Ruki buried his cock inside his ass in one thrust, his inner walls being ripped and blood trickling out as Ruki started thrusting into him. His knees went weak, but Ruki's grip on his hips held him up as Ruki threw his head back and growled.
“I'll miss you, Kai. You were nice to talk to. And hot as fuck.” More tears streamed down Kai's face as he felt Ruki's hand trailing to his chest, moving slightly to the left. “Too bad you were too smart, or should I say too stupid, to let me out earlier. I might have let you live.”
Kai screamed as the fingers dug into his chest, crushing his heart quickly, and his vision went black as he felt his life slipping away. Ruki continued thrusting into his body as he drew his last breath.
Kai's body stiffened, tensing up as all his vital organs shut down, and Ruki groaned at the feeling of his anal walls closing around his cock. Fuck, but he loved that feeling. Kai was slowly getting colder, and Ruki moaned and let go of his last restrictions, fucking Kai's dead body with such force that he scraped his dick on the dry skin, and he howled partly in pleasure and partly in pain as he came inside of Kai.
Several minutes passed, during which Kai sagged to the floor in a graceless heap, blood and sperm trickling out of his ass and the various cuts on his body. His skin was paling, and his eyes were staring blankly, blood pooling in his mouth. Then a shriek of fear sounded in the room as Ruki finally came to.
“Fuck! No! Kai!” He crawled to Kai's lifeless form, shaking him and trying to wake him up, although he knew it was futile.
He's dead. You killed him.
The voice inside Ruki's head was louder than ever, and he covered his ears and curled up in a ball on the floor. “Shut up! Shut up shut up shut up!”
Look at yourself, Ruki. Your trousers are down and your skin is sweaty. Now look at Kai. He's naked and with his asshole stretched open, semen running down his thighs.
“No...” Ruki covered his mouth as tears streamed down his face, and he only dared a glance at Kai before he started sobbing and shaking.
You killed him, fucked him, and you loved it. You should thank me.
“No!” Ruki screamed, running to the door and banging on it, desperately calling for help. “Someone, please take me away from here!”
Accept it, Ruki. You like them dead. Just calm down and stop screaming, and we can pull this off together. If we behave nicely they will let us out, and then we can keep doing this forever. It felt so good. I know you felt it, both with Kai, and with the other one...
“Leave me alone!” Ruki screamed, ripping tufts of hair out of his scalp as he cried even more. “I hate you!”
Come on, just work with me, you ungrateful little bitch!
“I would never hurt him if it wasn't for you! I loved him!”
Of course you did. And when you love someone, you hurt them. Isn't that what father always taught us?
An inhuman shriek left Ruki, and he fell to the floor, thrashing in pain. He didn't notice when a group of people came into his room, holding him down and yelling things at him, poking him with needles and drugging him down. All that existed to Ruki was the pain, and he wanted to die with it if he could.
There was no life left for someone so broken.
A/N: Did you know that most people with multiple personality disorder were sexually or physically abused in their childhood?
Chapter: Oneshot
Author: socialriotbitch
Pairing: RukixKai
Genre: Angst, PWP
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: MxM, anal, barebacking, non-lube, rape, necrophilia, references to DID (dissociative identity disorder)/MPD (mulitple personality disorder), sort of medical kink, blood-play, character death, swearing, mentions of childhood trauma
Summary: Kai's favourite case at the mental health clinic was a 19 year old boy who had murdered and raped his boyfriend.
Disclaimer: Ruki's bunny ears are mine...
Comment: READ THE WARNINGS! I'm serious guys, this piece contains necrophilia and mental shit. I would recommend that you didn't read this unless you've watched a lot of horror movies or like gorey stuff.
The air smelled stale, clean, sterilized. Kai walked down the hallway, clipboard in hand. He had been working at the mental health clinic for a couple of years now, but this was still his favourite case, and Kai looked forward to it every day.
About a year ago, a young man killed and raped his boyfriend, and when the police arrested him, he didn't put up a fight at all. He had let himself be handcuffed and brought to prison, where it had soon be discovered that the boy was suffering from a dissociative personality disorder. His 'primary identity', the man he was when he was born, had no recollection whatsoever from the murder. He denied it with all his might, saying that he would never do such a thing, and even mentioning his boyfriend around him made him cry. The guy, Ruki was his name, still very much loved the man he had murdered.
It seemed his mind had conjured up a fake explanation. Ruki hadn't killed his boyfriend. He had been walking with a knife when he tripped and stabbed himself to death, and the reason they found traces of Ruki's DNA in his anus was because they had had sex the night before he died, although autopsy showed that that was not the case, as the sperm was fresh when they got the body in.
Ruki's other personality hid himself well. He had shown violent behaviour to all the various psychiatrists and doctors that had come to see him, except for Kai. It seemed that he liked Kai, yet he had his own, weird way of showing it. He was sadistic, cold, and very clever. Everything he did was with measured movements, every word he said carefully thought through, and he never made a mistake in his steps.
Most of the time Kai talked to him, Ruki's other personality tried to play with his mind. He liked deep conversations, and he liked trying to push Kai to the edge, but Kai never fell for it. It wasn't every day that this side of Ruki showed up. Some days it was just the 'normal' Ruki he met, sitting on his bed and questioning why he was here, why he was kept captive still even though he had never done anything.
Kai reached the right turn, bowing to the security guard and showing his badge, walking through the heavy doors that opened for him and heading towards Ruki's room. He punched in the code and opened the door slowly, walking in and putting his clipboard on the shelf that was built into the wall. Locking the door and sitting down on the only bench in the room, Kai eyed the lithe figure on the bed, the 19-year old man that nobody would believe to kill a fly. Not in this state, at least.
“Good morning, Ruki,” Kai said softly, watching as Ruki slowly sat up, smelling the air as he cocked his head to one side.
“You smell like toothpaste,” Ruki said in a low voice. The first months Kai had been working with him, Ruki had been either strapped to the bed or tied to a chair, kept on heavy medications so he didn't have any chance to do anything. But as he gradually earned Kai's trust, Ruki was allowed more and more freedom. Kai never liked talking to someone who was restricted in that way.
No human being worked well when their entire body was shivering with fear, and being put in a vulnerable position when he didn't even believe he had done anything wrong definitely wouldn't make Ruki relax.
“I brushed my teeth right before I left. Should I not have?”
A small smile played on Ruki's lips, and he fidgeted with his hands as he looked down at the floor. “No. It smells like menthol. I like it. It's better than tea.”
“I will be sure to brush my teeth before visiting you if I've had any tea from now on, then.”
“Thank you,” Ruki said and bowed his head, though Kai waved his hand dismissively.
“Don't mention it.” Ruki started chewing his lips, his brows furrowing as he appeared deep in thought. Kai waited until his face relaxed again and he looked up at him, their gazes meeting as Kai smiled gently. “Did you sleep well?”
Ruki was silent for a long time, and Kai was about to repeat his question when Ruki replied, although he whispered so softly Kai had to lean forward to hear him. “It's so lonely in that big bed without anyone around.”
“You've been sleeping alone for almost a year now.” Ruki's head shot up and he glared at Kai, anger flicking in his eyes as he scrunched his nose up.
“I did not kill him.”
“I didn't say so, did I?” In a second, Ruki's aura changed from calm and timid to angry and defensive, and he gripped the sheets tightly as he hissed at Kai.
“I know why you're keeping me here. You think I killed him. I didn't. You can say whatever you want but I would never hurt him. I love him.” A single tear rolled down Ruki's cheek, and he went back to staring at the floor again.
“I don't think you killed him.” In fact, Kai knew that Ruki didn't kill him. Not this Ruki.
“Then why am I here?” Ruki was back to biting his lip as Kai smiled apologetically. The room was silent for a while, Kai observing Ruki and Ruki staring at the floor. Then suddenly, Ruki lifted his knees up to his chest, tugging at his hair as he screamed loudly. Kai remained completely still as Ruki thrashed on the bed, screaming and crying and rambling a conversation that Kai could only hear half of.
“I didn't do it! It wasn't me! I would never hurt him, I would never kill him!” More crying and kicking and Ruki almost ripped the sheets as he shrieked in pain. “I love him! You're lying! I hate you!”
Suddenly, Ruki fell silent. He didn't even cry, just breathed slowly. His face was buried in the mattress, and Kai shifted in his seat, straightening his back. He knew what was coming. Ruki's other personality was here.
“He still doesn't want to believe me,” came the muffled mumble from the bed, and Ruki's body straightened up, sitting back into his previous position. But this wasn't Ruki. His eyes burned with a seething anger, and a cruel smirk was plastered to his face. “No matter how many times I tell him that he slaughtered and fucked that bitch, he won't believe me. Even though he enjoyed it greatly.” Now came a long, dark laughter, Ruki throwing his head back as he cackled maniacally. When he straightened his neck again, eyes locking with Kai's, he licked his swollen lips and clucked his tongue.
“He doesn't understand why he's here,” Kai spoke slowly. “I feel sorry for him. He didn't actually do anything wrong.”
“I did him a favour. His whiny boyfriend wouldn't let him fuck him, so I had to stab him to get him to cooperate.” Ruki smiled widely, showing off his teeth at the fond memory. “His blood was so pretty. I can still remember the look of it contrasted to his pale skin. Tell me, doctor, what does your blood look like?”
Kai ignored the question, knowing very well that Ruki was just trying to screw with his head, and he refused to fall for it. “If it wasn't for you, Ruki could have lived a perfectly normal life. You took that away from him. Don't you feel the least bit of guilt?”
Ruki chuckled, for the first time moving up from his bed, and Kai watched him cautiously as Ruki took a few steps towards him. “I feel nothing, except the lingering sensation of his ass clenching around my dick, growing ever tighter as his body stiffened.”
Kai focused on breathing calmly as Ruki walked over to him, leaning a hand to the wall next to his head. “Get back to your bed, or I will have to call security.” This was the first time since Kai had started treating Ruki that Ruki had gotten up from his bed, and he was scared. He knew why none of the previous psychiatrists had stayed for long.
With a swift motion, Ruki had reached inside Kai's mouth and dug his fingers into his tongue, ripping it out as Kai jerked his head away. “What's the matter, doctor? Cat got your tongue?”
Kai fell to the floor, screaming wordlessly as he curled up into a ball. Blood was pooling in his mouth and he spit it out, crying as the back of his mouth burned with pain. Fuck. The guards knew that Ruki screamed a lot. They probably wouldn't think anything of it, and would just ignore Kai's cries. He was screwed now.
“You're an idiot,” Ruki said, bending down to Kai and flipping him onto his back, watching the pain and fear on his face. “If you hadn't insisted on giving me the freedom of movement, hadn't started trusting me so much, you would have been safe. But you're too stubborn.”
Ruki leaned down and licked the tears off Kai's face as they fell, ripping Kai's shirt open and trailing his cut-off tongue down his chest, smearing the blood all over it. He ran the small muscle over Kai's nipples, and the cold wetness made Kai shiver.
“You look beautiful like that, covered in your own blood,” Ruki cooed, bending down to lick some of the blood off Kai's nipple. “You'll be even more beautiful when I'm done with you, I can assure you of that.”
Kai whimpered in fear as best he could without a tongue, casting a glance at the security cameras. If the alarm hadn't been raised yet, that must mean that the guy who was supposed to monitor the rooms had either fallen asleep or gone to the toilet. Kai hoped to god the guard woke up or came back before it was too late, because he was more or less certain that by the time Ruki was done, Kai would be dead.
Ruki grabbed Kai's hands, and although Kai struggled wildly, Ruki was stronger and calmer than him, and he managed to flip Kai over onto his stomach and tie his hands together behind his back using the ripped shirt. He pulled Kai's trousers off, pulling his hips up and prompting Kai to bend his knees under him.
“I think it would be in your best interest to do as I tell you, Kai,” Ruki sneered, giving Kai's ass a sharp slap, and tears streamed down Kai's cheeks as he nodded. “Now be a good boy and moan for me, like the whore you are.”
Dragging his nails down Kai's back, deep enough to make long cuts on his skin, Ruki hissed at the sight of blood trickling from the wounds, trailing down his sides. Kai whimpered as he felt Ruki digging his teeth into the skin, tasting his blood.
“I missed this so much,” Ruki whispered, licking the blood off Kai's back. “It's almost a shame to think how long it will be until I can experience this taste, smell, feel again. When they find your dead body they will know it was me. Surely they will put me in a cell with heightened security. But as long as dear Ruki plays dumb, we might get out at some point. And then all the victims in the world are waiting for us.”
Kai was honestly scared of Ruki's words. He was right. With the behaviour Ruki was displaying when this side didn't take over, a less experienced psychiatrist might let him go to soon, thinking he was fully cured. And then it would only be a matter of time until he killed again, and this time he would probably be clever enough that the police wouldn't catch him.
“I need to hurry up,” Ruki muttered, more to himself, as he removed his trousers, and braced his hands on Kai's hips. “As much as I would love to take my time and play with you, it won't be long until someone discovers us.”
Kai shrieked as Ruki buried his cock inside his ass in one thrust, his inner walls being ripped and blood trickling out as Ruki started thrusting into him. His knees went weak, but Ruki's grip on his hips held him up as Ruki threw his head back and growled.
“I'll miss you, Kai. You were nice to talk to. And hot as fuck.” More tears streamed down Kai's face as he felt Ruki's hand trailing to his chest, moving slightly to the left. “Too bad you were too smart, or should I say too stupid, to let me out earlier. I might have let you live.”
Kai screamed as the fingers dug into his chest, crushing his heart quickly, and his vision went black as he felt his life slipping away. Ruki continued thrusting into his body as he drew his last breath.
Kai's body stiffened, tensing up as all his vital organs shut down, and Ruki groaned at the feeling of his anal walls closing around his cock. Fuck, but he loved that feeling. Kai was slowly getting colder, and Ruki moaned and let go of his last restrictions, fucking Kai's dead body with such force that he scraped his dick on the dry skin, and he howled partly in pleasure and partly in pain as he came inside of Kai.
Several minutes passed, during which Kai sagged to the floor in a graceless heap, blood and sperm trickling out of his ass and the various cuts on his body. His skin was paling, and his eyes were staring blankly, blood pooling in his mouth. Then a shriek of fear sounded in the room as Ruki finally came to.
“Fuck! No! Kai!” He crawled to Kai's lifeless form, shaking him and trying to wake him up, although he knew it was futile.
He's dead. You killed him.
The voice inside Ruki's head was louder than ever, and he covered his ears and curled up in a ball on the floor. “Shut up! Shut up shut up shut up!”
Look at yourself, Ruki. Your trousers are down and your skin is sweaty. Now look at Kai. He's naked and with his asshole stretched open, semen running down his thighs.
“No...” Ruki covered his mouth as tears streamed down his face, and he only dared a glance at Kai before he started sobbing and shaking.
You killed him, fucked him, and you loved it. You should thank me.
“No!” Ruki screamed, running to the door and banging on it, desperately calling for help. “Someone, please take me away from here!”
Accept it, Ruki. You like them dead. Just calm down and stop screaming, and we can pull this off together. If we behave nicely they will let us out, and then we can keep doing this forever. It felt so good. I know you felt it, both with Kai, and with the other one...
“Leave me alone!” Ruki screamed, ripping tufts of hair out of his scalp as he cried even more. “I hate you!”
Come on, just work with me, you ungrateful little bitch!
“I would never hurt him if it wasn't for you! I loved him!”
Of course you did. And when you love someone, you hurt them. Isn't that what father always taught us?
An inhuman shriek left Ruki, and he fell to the floor, thrashing in pain. He didn't notice when a group of people came into his room, holding him down and yelling things at him, poking him with needles and drugging him down. All that existed to Ruki was the pain, and he wanted to die with it if he could.
There was no life left for someone so broken.
A/N: Did you know that most people with multiple personality disorder were sexually or physically abused in their childhood?