and i won't ever be lonely again

[sociallyinept13]

so i love my boyfriend...
maybe too much...
i let him do these things...
and they hurt me...
but i let him do them...
because i love him...
i know he loves me...
so why is she still in the picture...
i've seen this far too many times...
i know how it ends...
i never liked this ending...
it's a far cry from what a hopeless romantic would want...
well unless you're the other one...
unless you're the other girl...
he cheated on her...
and he feels bad...
i understand that...
but the more he talks to her...
the more she wants him...
and this will never end...
unless i make a change...
i don't want him to leave...
but maybe this is what i need...
maybe...
i;m just not sure yet...
no more emotions...
no more pain...
it all sounds so nice...
but i can't stop...
not yet...
it's not time...