am i just paranoid or am i just dumb

[sociallyinept13]

all those times i said they were out to get me...
they actually are this time...
and all i was was nice to them...
but i guess that's not good enough..
it shouldn't be a crime to love someone...

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rest
but never forgets what i lost
wake me up when september ends...

i keep thinking this is all a dream...
but then i pinch myself to the point of tears...
and i know this is real...