everything reminds me of you

[sociallyinept13]

i feel like a horrible person...
i haven't kept in touch with nicole...
i haven't talked to clare in like a week...
i haven't talked to meghan in like a year...
and there's a freaking list of people i've been ignoring...
i hate myself when i do this...
i push people away...
for some reason...
i don't want them to get used to it...
but at the same time i do...
but they don't deserve it...
i just feel really bad...

but on a better note...
i saw chad last night...
it was really nice...
i went from being upset because the boy is leaving...
so the drive to tops was horrible...
but then i get in line and i see chad...
i decided to say boo...
he looked at me...
turned around...
looked at me again...
and then his eyes got real big...
and then he started saying omg like a fanatic...
it put a huge smile on my face...
he shook my hand and i was like wtf? give me a hug you douche bag...
so yea it was good...
and that's that...