filth

[standaloneman]

my mind is morose.
i drink to a toast.
i think of the wonders of the world.
i wonder if my life has been spoilt?

im livin in a cradle of filth.
the disgust of my life drives me on.
the place that im in is so wrong.
the world that we live in has been gone.

only one thing has kept me here.
but do not think that it has been fear.
i only ponder why im all alone.
soon enough i will pick this bone.

im under my skin and i cant get out.
im hating the times i cant forget about.
im livin the ways i never should have done.
but who the fuck cares? im in it for the fun!

im wondering why im not unhappy.
in essance i cant try to break free.
the truth is that this is me.
im ready for whatever is thrown my way.

i pull apart my mind.
to see what i can find.
the nonstop divel has been cut short.
i take my life apart and sort.

i mix the bad with the good.
now alls as it should.
and thats the way this life shall be.
dont lead me somewhere i dont want to be.

im livin in a cradle of filth.
the disgust of my life drives me on.
the place that i left is long gone.
i left behind that filth.