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Hey, today was alright my fucking math teacher is so stupid but whatever. I didnt see my love maybe he wasnt there today =(. Anyways tonight is deannas party yay that should be a lot of fun I get to see chrissy n nicolette I havnt seen them in FOREVER!! Tomorrow im going to the Copasetic show, and then sunday im not really sure what im doing. I have no valentine =( w/e ill get over it. In history the guys are always lke omg ur so hot and stuff and i know they r joking with me n stuff but i dont know if there saying it like jsut to make fun of me or they really think im pretty it annoys me that they always do that cuz then i feel bad about myself i dont know why i jsut do.. i know that doesnt make sense but w/e. I really want a boyfriend I see people with boyfriends and stuff and i really want one.. especially around valentines day i feel so loney =(.Its like ppl always tell me wow ur really pretty and have a good personality but if that was true wouldnt I ahve a boyfriend right now? So were they lying to me to jsut make me feel good? But I cant see myself going out with any of our freshamn guys I mean they are nice and everything but they r like immature sometimes and not that hot. I dno there arent really a lot of hot sophomores either except for 1 and I tink he has a girlfriend. The guy I like is a Junior so im sure he would have no intrest in freshman. I mean hes really nice and hes friends wiht freshmans but I dont think he would want to be more than friends wiht any of us. I dno maybe when like im a sophomore and hes a senior it will be better cuz like im not a freshman anymore.. anyways today is like soo many ppls bday i swear.its brandons, this grl AJ and hten these two other ppl at my school. I dno thats only 4 but it seemed liek it was every1s bday lol. Today I made an appoitment for my Permit i get it on my bday woo hoo! I love that my bday is on tuesday 1. becuase the DMV is open and I can get my permit on my bday and 2. becuase one tree hill will be on =) hehe anyways wow that was long. i guess i just had a lot to express.