two weeks to get it back
effective monday, nov. 1, i will be off from work for at least two weeks. i will be focusing on me, myself, my life, my schooling, my bills and me. i have gone so far off plan. i am doing so badly. but then, i guess i always feel that way.
hopefully two weeks will be enough to make things better. i'm not sure what's going to happen. i am going to northampton tomorrow. the e-board has given me joint authority over all of ASM's accounts with the president. checks are coming in, new members are signing up. i have to begin my financial report for the general assembly. i will run for president then. i will win, too. the governor will cower before me.
argh. overall, in almost every part of my life, i am frustrated, confused and depressed. i cannot focus on anything. i can't write to save my life. my brain shuts down every time i try to write. even writing in here is a difficult chore.
things fall apart.
hopefully two weeks will be enough to make things better. i'm not sure what's going to happen. i am going to northampton tomorrow. the e-board has given me joint authority over all of ASM's accounts with the president. checks are coming in, new members are signing up. i have to begin my financial report for the general assembly. i will run for president then. i will win, too. the governor will cower before me.
argh. overall, in almost every part of my life, i am frustrated, confused and depressed. i cannot focus on anything. i can't write to save my life. my brain shuts down every time i try to write. even writing in here is a difficult chore.
things fall apart.