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so yeah wendsday sucked ass once again im face first in the dirt my gear gets stolen then about an hour after that me and my girl break up and then im walking to my spot and my cd player dies and it has not even been a week and she has a new boyfriend so shit is life right now on a good note atlest i have been staying drunk everyday :)

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Dear Miles Scott Bennett: I heard what you went to jail for and I'll have you know that I look down on you now. I used to feel bad for you, wonder what you were doing for yourself and they I find out that you've been doing everything I kept you from doing when I was yours. Now, I can see that you have no care, no passion for life. You have no will to better yourself. You know I was at the same point in my life as you when we split up. I had no job, or no values. but now, I work. It might be a shitty job but my resolution to that is going to be to get two jobs. Then I can pay for all the things in life that I'm ever going to need. But you, you sold meth. The only disadvantage that has for me is that I can do some with you. HA. Considering I've only done it once (Halloween). You know, I think it would be really good for you to move back to Alaska, you have so many friends here that would rather take care of you forever then have you on the streets in California selling tweek.
I was at a party a few weeks ago at Olivers house. As you know Dan went to Oregon, but he came back and played a solo show. He played "Rock the 40 oz." and "One dead Cop", and then we call went to Olivers (Dan, Ida, Dillon, Crystal, Alecia, Dan, Brandon (Heart), Caley, some other people, anyway, the point to this story is this: Dillon went to get a record he left on someones car and Crystal was like "Did your boyfriend leave?" and I was like "No, why?" and she was like "Fuck I dude I can't believe you broke Miles' heart over that kid.. Miles is way better, I hate you, okay no I really don't hate you, okay yes I do, drink some Jack and Coke."

and I thought you, since I couldn't, could find humor in that.
I'm going to make you a sweet mix cd and you have to come back for blue grass to ever get it.

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ps.. how long where you two together?

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a little under 4 months

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Sorry about the getting dumped situation. And sorry if I sounded really mean. I didn't try, but you of all people should know that I'm best at being mean. I think Dillon and I might be breaking up. I'm just as much a bitch to him as I was to you, and I love him so I don't want to hurt him. I think he desurves to be happy and to be with someone that can be happy with him. I know I'm in love with him, but sometimes if you love something then you have to let it go, for your own good or theirs. I think this will be better. But I'm scared. I love him more then anything. We were supposed to get married, and have kids and build a house in the Butte. We were supposed to take care of eachother, and I think we still might be able to. I think I just need to mellow the FUCK out. Sorry, I didn't figure you would care about any of this, but I need someone to rant to.

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i know how you feel somthing just like that happend to me once.. but im sorry things are not working out for you you are good person no matter how you act and things will work out for you just keep your head up and as for the ranting its all good and i do care cause i still think of you as a best friend so dont ever feel like you cant talk to me

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Dude, I'm so glad that you still think of me as a best friend, because if Dillon and I break up I wont have one.

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yes you will me

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I guess

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psh

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I'm going through a rather unusual time in my life right now. The kind that involves me doing a lot of self awarness.

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i can and as for the tweet sellin not happening again and i might have a job in a week or two and then i shall be getting a place with my buddy so im and gonna be getting off the streets just hope sooner than later