Insomnia.

Feb 10, 2004 13:39

I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin

I haven't slept very well recently. Rather, maybe I'm sleeping too well, because I can't seem to get myself out of bed in the morning. I feel less and less like I have motivation to do anything in particular. It's more as though I am being drawn toward many different possibilities in hopes that one of them will make me happy.

..It's not as though she has spoken to me in three weeks.
..That's a little besides the point.
..Not really. It's pretty hard to be seeing someone I never see.

Somebody very wise once told me shit or get out of the pot, which I later realized he intended to say shit or get off the pot. Either way, there are necessary time restraints on anything. I have neither the time nor desire to wait around for you. You had your chance.

I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this

Although, I must admit, I do miss you a lot.
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