All downhill from here.
Gawd I hate mowing the lawn. Especially when its like 80 effing degrees out! It should mow itself.
I wanna go live in an igloo with someone. You know who you are. ^.^ I can plug my computer into the snow, so dont worry, I'll keep updating.
I got new shoes today, I was gonna get the pink and black checkerboard vans, but Brandy Gail has them. I know she would hate me if we had the same shoes. The world would end. So I got black and white ones. Well..they're more off-white then they are white. W/e I still like them.
Gawd I love Jason. Hes so amazing. Oh What I would do to see him right now. So sexy.
I bought 4 new nose rings last night and I cant even get the one I have in out. It blows. Maybe I'll get it out tonight, my dad said he was going to make me so it doesnt get permantly stuck. It hurts like a mother fucker.
You know how people say one thing to your face and another behind your back? My life revolves around that. Its just great. Like how people say that they're your friends but could care less about you, so you attempt to show them how you feel and they get mad at you. But in reality, you're doing to them, what they've been doing all along. Or how you think you love someone, or could love someone and then realize they will never feel the same way as you do. People dont stop to smell the roses and expect life to just fly by so they can die. I dont know how anyone else feels about this, but I know that I want to live my life up and never get old. Even thinking about dying makes me cry. Why, why do people want to die. Its a terrible thing. Im so scared, and here are all my friends trying to comitt suicide and trying to fuck every guy they can, just because they can. Do you even care? No, you dont. No one does. Why do people lie? Why dont they just be honest for once, Karma will get them in the end, I know, I learned the hard way. Fuck it, if this is how life is then give me a gun with one bullet. I pity you.
~Mickenzie~