Sep 22, 2004 18:23
Hey
I decided I needed a new journal, my old one was too emotional and depressing, it's a brand new day
I don't really know what to write about, not much has been happening lately. Now that I dont really have anything depressing to write about, I have nothing to write about. How sad is that? lol.
I've made a big decision in my life, no more relationships, no more guys basically. I think I'm happier when I'm just relaxing with my friends and worrying about more important things. For the past year, I've made my life allll about you know who, so my whole life was just a big relationship, I didnt have alot of friends and Im pretty sure I pissed alot people off with my obsession over you know who. So now its time to make up for it.
Look where my relationship got me? Deep in depression and everything that goes with it.
So from now on, Im going to smile and look at the brighter things in life, or try to anyway.
Hey everyone, meet the new Jess, smile and all, haha.
I dont know why I put that friends only thing, this journal isn't completely friends only, only when it comes to things that are too personal to post openly, there are alot of immature people out there, I wouldnt want them to try and understand things that their brains are too small to handle.
Yeah I'm going to go do something creative, painting weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
- The new Jess -