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I like working. It gives me a reason to be tired. At the end of the day I dont feel totally unacomplished like I would normally. It gives me an excuse to tell the doctor. Its my best friend... its my worst enemy.
I had to go to the doctor today so they could test my blood again because my liver function was elevated and my potassium count was 6 when it should have been 3.5 and my other electrolytes. My mom read the sheet and she couldnt believe it because if someone in the hospital had those numbers they'd be on medication and I guess its pretty serious. And then the doctor had to check up on me to see how my anti depressants are working. And starting the 8th I have to go to a counsler who specializes in eating disorders. My ass. Im fine. I can deal with my own problems by myself.
So all in all I am not healthy at all. Haha. But I've been taking multi vitamins and calcium suppliments. And guess what? I think they were a good idea because I got something I haven't got in over 3 monthes. Maybe the lab tests will be normal this time around and show Im healthy. If not that sucks... because Its just another pill I have to add to the list.
Wow I am a freak who has so many problems. Reading this over... I wouldnt want to be my friend. Which may explain whey no one ever calls me anymore.
This entry was extremely personal. Im kind of surprised Im posting it. Whatever I dont care about anything anymore.. its kind of sad.
My sister leaves tomorrow. I wont see her until she gets back from Iraq. And she will. Or there will be hell to pay.
Well, bye.
I had to go to the doctor today so they could test my blood again because my liver function was elevated and my potassium count was 6 when it should have been 3.5 and my other electrolytes. My mom read the sheet and she couldnt believe it because if someone in the hospital had those numbers they'd be on medication and I guess its pretty serious. And then the doctor had to check up on me to see how my anti depressants are working. And starting the 8th I have to go to a counsler who specializes in eating disorders. My ass. Im fine. I can deal with my own problems by myself.
So all in all I am not healthy at all. Haha. But I've been taking multi vitamins and calcium suppliments. And guess what? I think they were a good idea because I got something I haven't got in over 3 monthes. Maybe the lab tests will be normal this time around and show Im healthy. If not that sucks... because Its just another pill I have to add to the list.
Wow I am a freak who has so many problems. Reading this over... I wouldnt want to be my friend. Which may explain whey no one ever calls me anymore.
This entry was extremely personal. Im kind of surprised Im posting it. Whatever I dont care about anything anymore.. its kind of sad.
My sister leaves tomorrow. I wont see her until she gets back from Iraq. And she will. Or there will be hell to pay.
Well, bye.