Jul 11, 2005 14:59
well its beautiful outside. and im inside being the loser I am. I hate it... my job ends right in the middle of the day. so everybody is already at the beach or doing their own thing and Im at home by myself tired from being on my feet all morning and I feel like I have absolutely no friends. Like everybody has somebody except for me.
I've actually been feeling better lately. Im trying to think positive and Im trying not to let myself get down. Tomorrow is my appointment. Im excited which is weird.
I feel so disgusting. Like looking in the mirror makes me so depressed. I hate this humidity... that sticky feeling is so gross.
Im going to go put crest white strips on. It makes me feel cleaner, even though I just took a shower.
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