writing my last LJ entry from HOME....
well, here i am... writing my last LJ entry from my home...b4 i go to my new home... i dunno how i feel... im excited a TINY bit...but most of all im scared bcuz college is supposed to be MEGAAA hard. and i dunno if i can handle it at TCNJ bcuz its not exactly an easy school.... but if worse comes to worse, and im struggling, i'll transfer to stony brook or albany...
and im just sitting here, thinking once again about wut jackie said about walking onto campus and no one knowing anything about u... and shes soo right...
like for instance...
Shannon, one word...CINNABON! no one will know why those absolutly disgust me hahaha...and who else would i ever write our soon to be best selling non-fiction novel, "drama in the hood" with?? only YOUUU, bcuz no one but us will ever share memories like that.... our long talks on ur bed till my parents finally called to tell me to come home will never be forgotten... neither will all of our GS memories together, as horrible (but also fun) as they may be....and who can forget foxwoods?? i dont think that i will ever see a grown man climb through a car window in my life EVER again... and who thought we, at like 16, could pass for 21??? hellz yea to us...and dont forget the wedding ring shopping "yeaa...umm, i think i'm gunna bring my fiancee back, bcuz i really like that one" and the saleslady believing our whole little story was true hahaha. no one will ever be able to do that with me.... it just wont be fun.... :(
MY E.C GIRLS!!! we are the fab five, and no one else will ever be a part of OURR specail group...we learned together, grew together, and laughed together and no one will have our specail bond.... caitlin, shannon, alexis, and liza, you girls are awesome and if it werent for u guys i would not have stayed in girl scouts... thanks for bringing me all these memories and changing me into the person i am today... GS.for life!! haha
jackie, no one will ever ever understand who our Uncle Todd is, and no one will know that when i really need to pee, i really REALLY need to pee...or else my bladder will explode...like a scuba diver under water pressure!!! haha and i dunno if u remember this but, "Mr.Kettler, u have to give me an A...or else my parents will make me dump my boyfriend!" no one will know not to drink the holy water bcuz there is DEFINETLY something in it (we know this comes true more and more everyday haha) and no one will hate when girls say their the same size as u and theyre not as much as we do!!! GORILLLAAAA :) ur my jax splat forever and no one elses!!!
And with Diana its the same thing...no one will ever understand how much i love spanish guys except u i think...and no one will really believe me when i say Microbiology is really fun, except u :( and when i need to have one our deep deep talks, you wont be there, and your one of the only ppl i really and truely trust and i love you so much. and no one shared the love for this one boy throughout the whole 12th grade year like you and i....well mostly you, but i loved him too! hahah!! nothing will ever break our friendship...especailly not ugly, dirty girls like back in 8th grade :) love u!
Qian-a-bang-Bommerang no one will call me Lady K when i'm at TCNJ :( and no one could EVER be as good as a shopping buddy as you are :) and no one will be my working buddy at Sears...and no one will ever understand why we both (and yea, i've noticed u do this too, so i put this on here) ALWAYS look at the shoes of anyone we meet!! no one will ever understand my hugeeeeeee crush on the tall, track running sears shoe boy like you do!!! thanks for TRYINGG to get me to tell him, but i just couldnt... but hey, Kevin, if your ever reading this, your pretty damn hott haha. (there qian, ya happy? i told him ahaha, too bad he'll never read it hahah) ohh and sry for not being able to go to hershey park... im such a naughty girl hahahaha. u better take care of John, or else i'll come give him the type of lovin he needs ;) hehehe jk love uu!!
ok this is taking long and im getting so emotional that i cant think of anything else....so Rachel, my daughter....there will b no one at TCNJ who i can tell to "cover up your shoulders" and no one will understand why i laugh FOREVER at the word "gas" mispelled as "gass" HAHAHA omgg i'm laughing right now!!!! and Lisa-Ann no one is like...nuff said...all i can say is 1st period was amazing and it wouldnt be half as amazing if you were there... mr.wilson making fun of me and telling the class ALL ABOUT my driving habits will never be forgotten!! and remember that day i wasnt in class and u told me he told the class, "o yea, Krysta isnt in class today bcuz its raining...and she already cant drive when its dry out, you think she can drive in the rain?" or something like that haha, love u!!! Nicole my cousin who loves to forget about me and never hangs out with me, well i still love you!!! and no one will ever know that we were once sisters, then half sisters and now were cousins!!! u were one of my firsts friends EVERR (your the only person i was close to when i was in kindergarten who i still talk to now!!) and i really really hope u love me as much as i love u!! cousins forever!!! AND NO ONE WILL EVER UNDERSTAND ONE THING IN PARTICULAR LIKE NICOLE G. AND TIM:
PACT FOR LIFE!!!
ok, i cant do anymore...i want to go watch my movie and i dont wanna start getting emotional....anyway, to everyone else, goodbyee.....and i would write about u on here too, just not now...