Oct 27, 2005 21:09
ITs got to be a sign.... It the past week I've had to puppies offered to me, one for $65 and the other for absolutely no cost at all... ANd I'd take them in in a heart beat, but unfortunately both have them been denied to me. Its okay though. I have a hard enough time taking care of myself.
I don't know whats going on right now as far as school and my healh. Not that it really concerns anyone. My grades are slipping and its partly due to the fact that my head is really messed up. I am awaiting the results of my CT scan and i must say I'm terrified. I'm also planning on going back to the dr soon if the other problem i'm experiencing doesn't go away. After looking up various things online it could be anything from just an abnormal period, to an infection, to some kind of cancer. The oddest thing is though that I'm not experiencing any pain from it. Or if i am it is just cancelled out by the pain in my head. Who knows. I guess I'll play everything by ear. and based on what is found out tomorrow it will determine whether I remain in school for the remainder of the semester or if I'll have to drop out and undergo treatments. I"m really hoping that its nothing. Just my head being a bitch for whatever reason. Oh well. I'm off for now....