can you believe it???
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after talking to him last night, nothing can change the way that we feel for each other. the feelings are way too stong on each side. i just dont want her profile to come true at Christmas... because i couldnt handle that. I want my chance... she has already had hers. I feel horrible about the entire situation but i want it to end. i also know that the drama will not end for awhile. i can always hope though. its like she has not wanted him back until we started dating which sucks. its like the only reason she is doing it is because she finally know that he can move on from her and that she is not the only girl in his life anymore. i feel awful for her. i know how she feels, but he loves me and he tells me everyday. thats all that matters. I just dont want his feelings to change... i finally have met the one person... the one person who belongs in my life forever. at least i hope so. i think he is it for me... kinda scary but i also know that i am the happiest i have ever been in my entire life. im just glad he feels the same! :)
i kinda feel like cinderella after she finds her prince charming. PS thats my favorite Disney movie.
haha! i know im a dork in love. but what can i say, at least i dont hide it like some people.
thanks girls for always being there for me. it means so much. i know that i am never alone in something.
now that my girls have given tim and i the approval, i just have to go through his group of friends! :/ oh no!!! :(
guys are always harder on girlfriends. i just dont get it. i know they are going to give me a hard time... or will they???
guess we will see... i just dont know when though. we will make time before he leaves.
i will be there supporting him the entire time that he is overseas. hey, i have already been through the last 7 months of this with him. granted that i was not dating him at all or even in love with him like i am now, i still wrote letters to him and thought of him. Even if something happens to us (which i hope to God it doesnt), he will still always be in my heart. i want him to know that i will always be praying for him, supporting him, and even sending him letters every chance i get. It lets him know that someone still cares for him. i will not cheat on him at all. i am 100% against that. no excuses. there is no reason for it. people ALWAYS get hurt. relationships are destroyed and they can never go back to being the same. i want a fair chance. i want my happy ending.
more later...
after talking to him last night, nothing can change the way that we feel for each other. the feelings are way too stong on each side. i just dont want her profile to come true at Christmas... because i couldnt handle that. I want my chance... she has already had hers. I feel horrible about the entire situation but i want it to end. i also know that the drama will not end for awhile. i can always hope though. its like she has not wanted him back until we started dating which sucks. its like the only reason she is doing it is because she finally know that he can move on from her and that she is not the only girl in his life anymore. i feel awful for her. i know how she feels, but he loves me and he tells me everyday. thats all that matters. I just dont want his feelings to change... i finally have met the one person... the one person who belongs in my life forever. at least i hope so. i think he is it for me... kinda scary but i also know that i am the happiest i have ever been in my entire life. im just glad he feels the same! :)
i kinda feel like cinderella after she finds her prince charming. PS thats my favorite Disney movie.
haha! i know im a dork in love. but what can i say, at least i dont hide it like some people.
thanks girls for always being there for me. it means so much. i know that i am never alone in something.
now that my girls have given tim and i the approval, i just have to go through his group of friends! :/ oh no!!! :(
guys are always harder on girlfriends. i just dont get it. i know they are going to give me a hard time... or will they???
guess we will see... i just dont know when though. we will make time before he leaves.
i will be there supporting him the entire time that he is overseas. hey, i have already been through the last 7 months of this with him. granted that i was not dating him at all or even in love with him like i am now, i still wrote letters to him and thought of him. Even if something happens to us (which i hope to God it doesnt), he will still always be in my heart. i want him to know that i will always be praying for him, supporting him, and even sending him letters every chance i get. It lets him know that someone still cares for him. i will not cheat on him at all. i am 100% against that. no excuses. there is no reason for it. people ALWAYS get hurt. relationships are destroyed and they can never go back to being the same. i want a fair chance. i want my happy ending.
more later...