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i mean we were doing just fine, and he broke up with me. i feel like he gave up too easily. i guess that i am the only one still trying to make it work. just because i went out with another guy tonight doesnt mean i dont want to be with jeremy. i aske him repeatedly since monday if this is what he wanted. i didnt start talkign to Dan until jeremy broke up with me. i just want things to be back to normal but he wont let it. i just hope he realizes this before i leave for college and it would be too late. i think we can make it together if we are together when i leave for college. i would know that he wouldnt cheat on me and i would do the same. it is like when you found someone you want to spend the rest of your life with, you dont want to loose them. i told melissa yesterday, if he asked me to marry him, i would say yes in a heartbeat. but i guess that we arent even close to that. i think that if we end up together it wont be until after i get out of college. i just hope that it doesnt take him that long to realize it. i dont want him to do anythign that he would regret also, like with another girl. i made that promise to myself, not until marriage. i just hope that he does the same. he is my one and only man. we are truly meant to be together adn i could not imagine my life with anyone else. i love him, always and forever.