Troubled
Today was a hard day at school. I had to do all these worksheets in marketing, then write and in class paper in one block, and then i had a test in Ap Environmental Science. It was a long day and i was looking forward to see jeremy after school when i came home but he didnt come over. i was so upset bc i told him the day before that i got out early so i thought that he was working or really busy. Went to practice, so boring but i got to leave early bc i had a meeting at work. I love icecream! I called jeremy on the way to work, and i asked him waht he was doing and he was going to work. So i was confused why he didnt come over to see me. Then i got home and ate dinner. Stawberrys are my favorite! Watched a new show of "Friends", the best show in the world. Went tanning when it was over, and i still had to wait, came home and jeremy called, so i called him back and he was getting ready to go out with jeff. So i was like ok, dont talk to me. THen he called me back and he asked me if something is wrong. Umm duhhh somehting is wrong, i havent seen him since like tuesday and he could have come over today but he didnt, then he didnt kno i was upset that i didnt get to see him. Then he wrote in his live journal that i pretend to be interested! yea im definatly not pretending to be interested or i would have left a long time ago. i mean we have been dating about 2 years now! he also made another comment that got me upset, but i dont want to go into taht. i guess that im upset bc he can write all this stuff in his journal and think there is nothign wrong with me after i read the things that he has written about me that truly do hurt my feelings. Im just tired of fighting and its not going to get easier. Im getting assigned my research paper soon. Soccer is still goign to be going on until the end of May, and all the graduation stuff. Then in the summer i have to do college stuff to get ready for Longwood U! so im a little stressed about my relationship, school, and soccer. Im ready for the summer when everything seems to calm down and i can see jeremy more. Well i have to go get my beauty rest. Night!