WHY!?!?!?!
I have so much frustration, hate and anger built up inside me right now!!!!
I don't know what to do anymore. Soccer used to be my release, and now there's things about soccer that I can't handle either!
This might sound strange, or it may not, but I don't mind not having my parents here, like I feel independant. I am being responsible, no praties. I'm doing the dishes and laundry and feeding the dogs and all of that. It's nice not having them breathing down my throat, you're not skinny enough, you're not working hard enough, you're too stupid. AHDGSDFK DKFJS DJF!!!!
I can't wait until this summer!
27 days until I can drive. It's love. <3
My knee's hurt so bad.
I think I am getting worse as soccer, what's my problem? I need to work my ass of this season and this summer, I am going to be on the field like 24/7, with a little time for work and the pier, where I will have a soccer ball as well.
I love my sister.*
*when I freak you understand.... NOT*
I want to lose weight, I want to get skinny, it's so frustrating, I feel like I jsut keep getting bigger damnit.
Some soccer girls make me happy, but then there's this raging whore who thinks she's the shit, yah I'm not all for her, and she definately didn't read this, so whatever. hah.
I'm going to go die, and do my chem, world history, and advanced algebra.
comments. bye<3
I don't know what to do anymore. Soccer used to be my release, and now there's things about soccer that I can't handle either!
This might sound strange, or it may not, but I don't mind not having my parents here, like I feel independant. I am being responsible, no praties. I'm doing the dishes and laundry and feeding the dogs and all of that. It's nice not having them breathing down my throat, you're not skinny enough, you're not working hard enough, you're too stupid. AHDGSDFK DKFJS DJF!!!!
I can't wait until this summer!
27 days until I can drive. It's love. <3
My knee's hurt so bad.
I think I am getting worse as soccer, what's my problem? I need to work my ass of this season and this summer, I am going to be on the field like 24/7, with a little time for work and the pier, where I will have a soccer ball as well.
I love my sister.*
*when I freak you understand.... NOT*
I want to lose weight, I want to get skinny, it's so frustrating, I feel like I jsut keep getting bigger damnit.
Some soccer girls make me happy, but then there's this raging whore who thinks she's the shit, yah I'm not all for her, and she definately didn't read this, so whatever. hah.
I'm going to go die, and do my chem, world history, and advanced algebra.
comments. bye<3