don't worry... for if I die, I'll meet you in heaven my friend, it will be one big party.*
So I'm really super tired, I have gotten up by 5 everyday this week, played ZBA in the morning, then worked out second hour, then ran for 45 mins after school and then went to volleyball practice, and yesterday I ran and then had a game in Ravenna, which we won. <3 But it was really wierd, I was running, and then I started to sprint for a while at the school, and right after I got done sprinting, I got an intense pain in my stomach, on like my lower right side, and it hurts really bad. I played in my game, and dealt with it, but Mahan and Huizenga both really wanted me to get it checked out, which made sense, so I went to the doc. this afternoon. That lady didn't do shit, she tried to tell my it was my ovary, and not my appendex?!!? wtf. so I don't know, but she basically said that I need to some back if the pain is still there on Monday, but if it gets worse tomorrow at our volleyball tournament in GH, to go to the emergency room. :( I hope I'm okay. My stomach just feels really big, and like swollen, expecially on that side, and it's like throbbing, and its a really sharp pain when I move certain ways and stuff. I don't know what's going on.
Mahan gave me a talk/yell today. He basically said then he's like my dad and that he loves me and doesn't want to see me get into any trouble. He told me that I have a huge shot at playing college soccer, at a lot of different places, hope, indiana, nevada, msu, u of m, all places that will get me great scouts and exposure if I go to their summer camps, so I have talked my mom into that, and I will definately be going to 3 or 4 of them. But yah, he told me that I can't be getting myself into trouble and that he is going to do everything in his power to make me the best soccer player I can be, but that I need to put forth the same effort and stay out of trouble, and make good decisions.
It's crazy how one bad choice, one mistake, can pretty much fuck up your life for a while, and just when you think it's over, it's back again. Like this whole picture deal, ugh. I'm not a bad person, and I don't deserve to be kicked out of peer assistance. People make mistakes in life, and lose trust from their parents, and yah I'm mad it happened, but I guess I'm glad I got it over with as a sophomore and can go on in my next 2.5 years of high school, already having learned from this major mistake.
I have a tournament bright and early, so I'm out. <3 Goodnight lovelys.*
Kim's getting better. =)
Random Quote....*Because these good times will never last Keep a hand on the wheel and a foot on the gas We thought it would last forever I wish you'd just remember...Just Say Goodbye
& one more.... *You've carried my heart Lost my pain Glued me together Broken my chains Picked me up when i fell Secrets you never would tell Wake me up Put me to sleep Took care of me when i was weak Inflated my truest Deflated my pride Came and found me When i did hide Lisen to my problems Forgave my wrongs Changed my bitter heart To happy songs
Thank YOU* you know who you are, for still caring and talking to me, when no one else did, I cried my way through school for 2 days straight, and you knew I wasn't okay, because you knew my usually smile was missing.... thanks. <3
I love you all.*
Mahan gave me a talk/yell today. He basically said then he's like my dad and that he loves me and doesn't want to see me get into any trouble. He told me that I have a huge shot at playing college soccer, at a lot of different places, hope, indiana, nevada, msu, u of m, all places that will get me great scouts and exposure if I go to their summer camps, so I have talked my mom into that, and I will definately be going to 3 or 4 of them. But yah, he told me that I can't be getting myself into trouble and that he is going to do everything in his power to make me the best soccer player I can be, but that I need to put forth the same effort and stay out of trouble, and make good decisions.
It's crazy how one bad choice, one mistake, can pretty much fuck up your life for a while, and just when you think it's over, it's back again. Like this whole picture deal, ugh. I'm not a bad person, and I don't deserve to be kicked out of peer assistance. People make mistakes in life, and lose trust from their parents, and yah I'm mad it happened, but I guess I'm glad I got it over with as a sophomore and can go on in my next 2.5 years of high school, already having learned from this major mistake.
I have a tournament bright and early, so I'm out. <3 Goodnight lovelys.*
Kim's getting better. =)
Random Quote....*Because these good times will never last Keep a hand on the wheel and a foot on the gas We thought it would last forever I wish you'd just remember...Just Say Goodbye
& one more.... *You've carried my heart Lost my pain Glued me together Broken my chains Picked me up when i fell Secrets you never would tell Wake me up Put me to sleep Took care of me when i was weak Inflated my truest Deflated my pride Came and found me When i did hide Lisen to my problems Forgave my wrongs Changed my bitter heart To happy songs
Thank YOU* you know who you are, for still caring and talking to me, when no one else did, I cried my way through school for 2 days straight, and you knew I wasn't okay, because you knew my usually smile was missing.... thanks. <3
I love you all.*