Jan 28, 2006 20:00
Hi.
This isn't going to be a pretty, happy, loving, entertaining, or enlightening update to say the least, so if you'd like to, stop reading now.
My parents are gay as fuck. I didn't even do anything wrong. I'm not that bad of a kid, made a few bad choices, not that big of a deal, I'm a teenager, it's what I am supposed to do. Just because my brother has no social life and hasn't had to deal with any of the situations I have before doesnt make me a bad kid, or him a good one for that matter.
I am so sick of my parents not trusting me. I'm not allowed to have fun anymore, aka even leave my house on weekends. okkkkay, story goes as follows, me and Sara go to Kim's house, Sara has plans for the night, me and Kim's plans are.... sit in the middle of Kim's living room and laugh all night. I ask my mom, she freaks out on me makes me come home, yellls and yellls and yells some more, calls me a bitch, says fuck more times that I thought humanly possible and yells some more. Preceeds with saying "I'm just the most assenine? person you know aren't I? I said yup, thinking agreeing would be a good thing, I didn't know what the hell it meant. That got me in more trouble and she chucked a water bottle at my head, and then wouldnt order me any dinner like the rest of the family got. She goes I'm not gonna sit here and take this anymore, so I go okay, then why are you still sitting there? and she gets even more pissed. OMG, talk about stupid as hell. So, I go downstairs call KJ and cry on the phone for an hour. Needless to say, I'm still crying, and still getting yelled at. Oh, and my dad tripped me and I nailed my chin on the tile floor, again, surely, needless to say, that hurt and I'm mad.
I just fucking wanted to sit in the middle of Kim's living room floor and laugh all night, but I'm too bad of a kid for that, I guess. I am still going to GVSU next weekend, I don't care what my parents say, I'll ride my bike there if I have to, stupid asses. I need to see my sister.
We had a volleyball tournament today, it was fun.... we had a 5 hour break Ohh my gosh, boring/fun. haha
BUNKBEDS, LOVERSLEAP, QUALABEAR.... NO NO NO FIRE HYDRANT! haha, I <3 you Amanda.
Amanda Schweigert is an incredible person, incase anyone wanted to know.
I love Kendra Weesies, in case you wanted to know that as well.
Sara and Kim and I have fun in living room floors with hot cocoa and music.
I miss Caitlin Knapppp.
I'm not playing volleyball next year, and I love soccer.
goodnight.