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Why do things that i think are going to be awesome always end up turnign out wrong? Like tonight for example. Don't get me wrong i mean it was fun...until things started happening. I can't believe i was so stupid. I actually thought people cared about me but boy was i wrong. I'm so stupid. Honestly how can someone who apparently care say so much crap about me. And what do i do...nothing. I try to be a good friend and not say crap like that. Yet, they dont even realize that what they say about me actually hurts. It hurts even more that tehy are my friends and saying crap. Maybe they were kidding but tehy know how senitive i am aobut things like that. The ones this is about are dumb though and wont end up reading this neway. So for those of u who do dont worry it isnt you. There is only maybe two people i owe an apology too. Kara im sorry you had to hear all this and then there is Kurt. I'm so sorry if it seemed like i was ignoring u. Just tonight really hurt me and i didnt want to hurt u or get u involved in it all. I guess in a way though u kinda were but yeh. You probably have no idea waht im talking about so when you read this if you dont then call me. I know i definalty need to talk to you now more than ever before.
~Dana
~Dana