can't i go back to pretending?
Why can't I just go back to pretending everything is okay. Why couldn't I just keep pretending that I was happy with what we were. Why did I have to talk to him about it. Why couldn't I have just left it alone. I can't stop crying, I can't stop shaking. How do you fall out of love with someone but yet you don't want to see them with anybody else. How can you say you don't love somebody when you can't imagine going everyday and everynight without talking to the one your love. I just don't understand it. Please God let this be stress. I would do anything in this world do get him back. I would do absolutley anything.