Dont play with fire, you're bound to get burned.
Alright, here's the deal, Ive never vented on here so cut me some slack cuz here I go..
I set out this year with the attitude that I wanted to go and hang out with as many ppl that I could before my senior year was over. So naturally that means that I went out and met ppl and got to know them and became friends. Then I got a girlfriend and that made things difficult because I had a guilty conscious of it at the time when I would hang out with female (gasp) friends. I wanted to still be able to do things with ppl. Contributing was the fact that I most recently had a close gf that I suffered severed ties with. The feelings, the pain, the thoughts that go on are something that I would never wish on anyone because it's tough times fer sure. With that in mind, I did not want to risk getting into a relationship where I got that close to a person again, mostly a person that had as much high school left as they did, when I would be on my way out this time next year. ((This was not because I was dating or considering dating anyone one else (!!) )) So I did what I felt had to be done, I broke up with her and I did it in the form of a note. WHAT, A NOTE!? YOU'RE SUCH A DICK. No, understand my logic; I am a deep thinker as some of you may know. So when there is a magnitude of thought to get out, the best way I saw to do this was to write down. I, knowing me the best (go figure) decided that I would never be able to get everything that I ended up writing out into words, and if I had, it may not have had the intended effect. It was my opinion that this topic was far to important to come across in a haphazard kinda way. So how would I accomplish all of that? I wrote it all down for her to see. Why I was doing what I was doing and what my thoughts were on it. But then I didnt just give it to her and run to one of my 'many girlfriends' houses and forget about..I went to her house, gave it to her and I was there to talk to her about it. I know that if someone broke up with me, I would certainly have questions, and it was only the right thing to do given the situation. I didnt figure that by doing that, that she would be as suprised or taken aback as she was. But the fact is that I was there to talk about it, my phone has always been available and you all know how often im on AIM, I was here to talk about it.
Im sorry (but not really) that I have gone out and met new ppl, most of them girls (gasp again), and I suppose that some of this is my fault because Im sticking my neck out by doing things with others. But a lot of you need to understand that I am just trying to broaden myself. SOo many of you people are too caught up in who's with who when and where, what they did and how they did it to see the forest for the trees. In my opinion you all need to get a life and go find some other topic. I am living my life the best way I know how, Im going to continue to hang out with as many people as I can and get to know them and talk to them and have a good time in the process, I have been having the time of my life doing it.
So, the purpose of this all was to dispell many of the rumors that float about regarding me and to tell those spreaders/creators of these rumors to quit while you are ahead. I dont appreciate it. I am simply a down-to-earth guy who wants to meet ppl, talk to ppl, and have a good time doing it. I have never set out to hurt anyone, I dont bet on getting with a girl or doing things with her, I dont lie when I break up with ne1, I dont date other ppl while Im dating sum1, and Im not a very rash person, I think things through. If you have a problem with me and my actions, or you think that something I did wrong is worth noting to me then I suggest you bring it to the source, me, and Ill tell you how it is. But dont do anonymous comments because really you wont be accomplishing nething, I dont validate the opinions of faceless comments. Come talk to me, chat with me, call me, whatever, then perhaps I can work on it and you can see where I come from.
Comment if you like..Ill put a real update on here soon..thanx for staying tuned, I hope those who need to take it to heart.
-Roberto
I set out this year with the attitude that I wanted to go and hang out with as many ppl that I could before my senior year was over. So naturally that means that I went out and met ppl and got to know them and became friends. Then I got a girlfriend and that made things difficult because I had a guilty conscious of it at the time when I would hang out with female (gasp) friends. I wanted to still be able to do things with ppl. Contributing was the fact that I most recently had a close gf that I suffered severed ties with. The feelings, the pain, the thoughts that go on are something that I would never wish on anyone because it's tough times fer sure. With that in mind, I did not want to risk getting into a relationship where I got that close to a person again, mostly a person that had as much high school left as they did, when I would be on my way out this time next year. ((This was not because I was dating or considering dating anyone one else (!!) )) So I did what I felt had to be done, I broke up with her and I did it in the form of a note. WHAT, A NOTE!? YOU'RE SUCH A DICK. No, understand my logic; I am a deep thinker as some of you may know. So when there is a magnitude of thought to get out, the best way I saw to do this was to write down. I, knowing me the best (go figure) decided that I would never be able to get everything that I ended up writing out into words, and if I had, it may not have had the intended effect. It was my opinion that this topic was far to important to come across in a haphazard kinda way. So how would I accomplish all of that? I wrote it all down for her to see. Why I was doing what I was doing and what my thoughts were on it. But then I didnt just give it to her and run to one of my 'many girlfriends' houses and forget about..I went to her house, gave it to her and I was there to talk to her about it. I know that if someone broke up with me, I would certainly have questions, and it was only the right thing to do given the situation. I didnt figure that by doing that, that she would be as suprised or taken aback as she was. But the fact is that I was there to talk about it, my phone has always been available and you all know how often im on AIM, I was here to talk about it.
Im sorry (but not really) that I have gone out and met new ppl, most of them girls (gasp again), and I suppose that some of this is my fault because Im sticking my neck out by doing things with others. But a lot of you need to understand that I am just trying to broaden myself. SOo many of you people are too caught up in who's with who when and where, what they did and how they did it to see the forest for the trees. In my opinion you all need to get a life and go find some other topic. I am living my life the best way I know how, Im going to continue to hang out with as many people as I can and get to know them and talk to them and have a good time in the process, I have been having the time of my life doing it.
So, the purpose of this all was to dispell many of the rumors that float about regarding me and to tell those spreaders/creators of these rumors to quit while you are ahead. I dont appreciate it. I am simply a down-to-earth guy who wants to meet ppl, talk to ppl, and have a good time doing it. I have never set out to hurt anyone, I dont bet on getting with a girl or doing things with her, I dont lie when I break up with ne1, I dont date other ppl while Im dating sum1, and Im not a very rash person, I think things through. If you have a problem with me and my actions, or you think that something I did wrong is worth noting to me then I suggest you bring it to the source, me, and Ill tell you how it is. But dont do anonymous comments because really you wont be accomplishing nething, I dont validate the opinions of faceless comments. Come talk to me, chat with me, call me, whatever, then perhaps I can work on it and you can see where I come from.
Comment if you like..Ill put a real update on here soon..thanx for staying tuned, I hope those who need to take it to heart.
-Roberto