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Since talking with Margaret and dealing with things she is going through, things between me and Dan have been kinda weird. Especially these last 2 days. Nothing major or anything, just making me stop and think about things I have done and if I want to do them any more. Is it really worth it? I dont know the answers and this makes me nervous. Before anything else happens Ashley has a lot of soul searching to do to find out again who I am and whats important. Caring about someone so much gets in the way sometimes. Especially when you spend almost all your time with that person. Im not complaining at all, I love all the time we are together. Just reflecting. When your with that person all the time and you decide to do or not do something, it effects them just as much as it will effect you (or me right now). I feel so conflicted between what I know is right and what I want. FUCK...