oh my word....

[soccergurlie]

Ok... so after having a terrible morning and evening at the barnes's with my depressed dumb father, bypolar brother, and seanile old bitchy grandmother barnes, everything totally turned around, but it was just bad with them me and mom were crying, the three of them are awful... it was like they didnt even care it was a holiday atime where it shouud be fun and amazing and everything! but no... and ricky went over to schomers house for dinner so he was nt with us and then he came up to my aunts.its a long story but i cried all the way to my aunts hosue, well tried not to, ah lets say my mom has some decisions to make... but yeah we got there and my family was there and i love them alllll so much, thaey made everything better, but before they did i just couldnt help it and stared crying all over again.. what can i say.. like jon says im justa baby. but yeah they made me feel better, and i finally got to eat dinner. but yeah we all sat around and watched elf, grrreat movie and then we went on a walk downt hier road because they live in lenoard, oxford, and they live on a "farm" and have horses n stuff, but they live on a dirt road where the house are far apart and we lit candles and put them in jugs and set them at the end of each driveway, its kinda become a tradition, weve done it the last three years... who knows everyon likes it, and then we came back onpend presents, i got some nice things, and i got the polar express, ive enver seen it so im excited to watch it, my aunt sarah it crazy but i love her and she s halarious, she got us all a hot water bottle. shes says "one day youll be cold and youll be happy you have that" it was so random. and rickys just stupid.... he came opened his things talked with everyone a lil bit fell asleep and went home. but yeah then we had some apple pie, talked played play station, it was good. handed out some of my senior pictures and everyone told me how much they loved them and it just made me feel good to hear that, ya know? but yeah so we left around 12 got home around 12 30ish, i fell asleep the whole way home, and i came home got on the computer for a lil bit. and then then the most amazing thing happened that totally changed my christmas into one of the best christmas ever instead of the top five worst. my mom was at the door going to let bear out, and she was like OH OH MY GOD LAUREN COME HERE! LOOK OUT YOUR WINDOW!!! i look out my window, i thought something bad happened, but i look and there are SEVEN of those blow up lights figure things in my yard, there hugggge!!!!!! from steve, lil matt daiz, and anthony! i was like WHAT, ITS GOTTA BE STEVE AND ANTHONY! so i ran downstairs and my mom was like i see people, so i ran outside... and it was them! i just started to cry! it was so amazing, and gave steve the biggest hug, and had the biggest smile on my face... all this happened at about 1/1:30 this morning i might add... i couldnt ask for a better gift. they told me they were gonna do it but i kinda forgot about it and then it was there.... thank you guys. they even had a camera and took my picture with them and i sat on the back of santas motorcycle lol. that is the best thing i think ive ever gotten and totally made it the best christmas, i love you boys so much....
but it is almost three o clock, so i will be goin to bed.. santa wont come.. ha ha ha but yeah goodnight everyone! i hope you all will have a great christmas, i love all of youuuuuu bunches
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