..we were meant to live for so much more..
No school again today ::surprise,surprise::
Went with Sarah to get her senior pictures taken, beautiful,absolutely beautiful :) Thenn to the zoe soccer and girls b-ball games.
Came home to my boring life.
Tried to sleep about six times already.
can't.
It's hard to lose sleep over stuff that everyone is telling me i "should just let go of".. I just can't. I can't give in..these are the things that once kept me going, how could I ever forget about that? I don't understand whats going on, I really don't. I just know that it's hurtful and I wish that YOU would realize that this crap is CRAP, nothing else. I guess I just have to know that I have the clear concience, knowing what really happened and I can live with myself knowing that I'm being completely honest. The hard part is having people not believe you, especially people that you know you would never lie to. wooooowwwwwwww.
-Just know, that I'm always here for you and I love you to death, never forget that because it's never going to change. How gay of me that I'm writing this on live journal but I obviously can't get ahold of you..
Went with Sarah to get her senior pictures taken, beautiful,absolutely beautiful :) Thenn to the zoe soccer and girls b-ball games.
Came home to my boring life.
Tried to sleep about six times already.
can't.
It's hard to lose sleep over stuff that everyone is telling me i "should just let go of".. I just can't. I can't give in..these are the things that once kept me going, how could I ever forget about that? I don't understand whats going on, I really don't. I just know that it's hurtful and I wish that YOU would realize that this crap is CRAP, nothing else. I guess I just have to know that I have the clear concience, knowing what really happened and I can live with myself knowing that I'm being completely honest. The hard part is having people not believe you, especially people that you know you would never lie to. wooooowwwwwwww.
-Just know, that I'm always here for you and I love you to death, never forget that because it's never going to change. How gay of me that I'm writing this on live journal but I obviously can't get ahold of you..