Confused...i need help!
so...saw war of the worlds tonight...and i am officially somewhat definately freaked out. Which, if you know me, is weird, seeing as how i like those kinda movies haha....so im sitting here, windows locked, doors shut, lights on, not really wanting to sleep haha
anyway...basically, i spent the entire day painting my garage...which i wont go into, as to not bore you all...but o well, got a good tan, all the same :)
yesterday was fun tho...i worked my first official day as a back-waitress at the winery! i was so nervous for my training on wednesday and then my first real day friday...but it went really good...and Ed, my favorite cook, was working both days haha, so it was fun...and the people there are awesome...man, i love my job :)
then i picked Mo up on my way home and we went shopping and to the movies and saw The Longest Yard...so funny...before the movies we were walking around and ran into Ashley and Pavel and hung with them for a while...Pavel and his brother are further proof that guys do not like to go into Victoria's Secret AT ALL lol...we had fun tho ;)
the next two days should be interesting though...tomorrow is the big clam bake at my aunt house for her wedding/civil union/whatever on monday...its on my dads side and my whole family on that side and their friends will be there...Okay, heres the deal...ill go to the clam bake, itll be fun, cuz my whole family will be there and hey, theres lobster haha...but the wedding...yeah, its my aunt and her girlfriend...which doesnt bother me at all! i mean, its been CB and Sally since i was two, so its fine with me, and personally, my motto is "any love that is love is right"
but, at the same time, theres the church telling us that its wrong...and im Catholic...and im not saying that i agree with everything they say...because i believe that we should leave people alone and hey, if thats the way you are, its not your fault so be happy!
so, now i dont know what to do...on the way to the movies tonight my dad took me on another guilt trip about going to the wedding with him...and im not sure if i should go...want to go...and he, and everythign else, has got me so confused...i dont know what to do...
im goin to write for a bit before i try to sleep...leave me a comment if u have any advice...thanx :)
nightyy!
<3 ~ Stephanie
anyway...basically, i spent the entire day painting my garage...which i wont go into, as to not bore you all...but o well, got a good tan, all the same :)
yesterday was fun tho...i worked my first official day as a back-waitress at the winery! i was so nervous for my training on wednesday and then my first real day friday...but it went really good...and Ed, my favorite cook, was working both days haha, so it was fun...and the people there are awesome...man, i love my job :)
then i picked Mo up on my way home and we went shopping and to the movies and saw The Longest Yard...so funny...before the movies we were walking around and ran into Ashley and Pavel and hung with them for a while...Pavel and his brother are further proof that guys do not like to go into Victoria's Secret AT ALL lol...we had fun tho ;)
the next two days should be interesting though...tomorrow is the big clam bake at my aunt house for her wedding/civil union/whatever on monday...its on my dads side and my whole family on that side and their friends will be there...Okay, heres the deal...ill go to the clam bake, itll be fun, cuz my whole family will be there and hey, theres lobster haha...but the wedding...yeah, its my aunt and her girlfriend...which doesnt bother me at all! i mean, its been CB and Sally since i was two, so its fine with me, and personally, my motto is "any love that is love is right"
but, at the same time, theres the church telling us that its wrong...and im Catholic...and im not saying that i agree with everything they say...because i believe that we should leave people alone and hey, if thats the way you are, its not your fault so be happy!
so, now i dont know what to do...on the way to the movies tonight my dad took me on another guilt trip about going to the wedding with him...and im not sure if i should go...want to go...and he, and everythign else, has got me so confused...i dont know what to do...
im goin to write for a bit before i try to sleep...leave me a comment if u have any advice...thanx :)
nightyy!
<3 ~ Stephanie