my study break....for a bit
So I am taking my study break, which hopefully will only last a few minutes and by that I mean a half hour, and i have decided to update you (livejournal) about what is going on with my life.
1. This week has been literally hell, sprinkled with a bit of goodtimes here and there. I have a lot of midterms and test to take that are nearly impossible to finish within the time alloted. for example, on my physics test no one in my class had enough time to even get to the last page (I sure am hoping for a curve). Additionally I have a huge midterm in my history of east asia class tomorrow, and I have been studying for the past two hours and I still have all night, but the problem is I am trying to cram this whole past semester into these next 10 hours before my test...which means molly will not be sleeping tonight.
2. I am really looking for god. I am scared that I might be doing it for all the wrong reason, although I am pretty sure that i am doing it for the right ones. It is hard at times because I am surrounded by people that know God and love God and expect me to already know him, so all of the steps that I have been taking to connect with God, have not really been that helpful, because the groups have already assumed that I know God.
3. Last night I nearly had breakdown, because I was freaking out about what I was going to do for spring break, but don't worry I do know what I am doing, and no one is backing out on me.
4. I am no longer doing debate....this entry will probably have to come at a later time, when I am not needing to study, because there are a lot of things that happened and it would probably take more than my alloted 30 minutes to explain everything.
5. I love OBAMA!
6. I am going to Pennsylvania for spring break, and I am going to be working on the Obama Campaign there. I am going to make this 15 hour trip with my friend Bryan Cox, and once we get to Ohio, Mark Andre. I am still not sure where I am staying, but they assured us that we would have a place to stay....it will most likely be with a volunteer. i am really hoping that I am going to be able to see our Field organizer Michael Halle cuz I really miss getting to see him
7. I love my roomie for next year, Gloria! I am going to miss her over spring break and that is only a week, I have no clue what I am going to do for all of summer.
8. I miss you guys. Hopefully I will be able to come home once this semester to see some of you, although that is fairly unlikely, but I promise I will be home for at least a little bit over the summer....i think.
with that I have got to go study.....please leave comments if you have any thought on my life....idk if there will be any....
1. This week has been literally hell, sprinkled with a bit of goodtimes here and there. I have a lot of midterms and test to take that are nearly impossible to finish within the time alloted. for example, on my physics test no one in my class had enough time to even get to the last page (I sure am hoping for a curve). Additionally I have a huge midterm in my history of east asia class tomorrow, and I have been studying for the past two hours and I still have all night, but the problem is I am trying to cram this whole past semester into these next 10 hours before my test...which means molly will not be sleeping tonight.
2. I am really looking for god. I am scared that I might be doing it for all the wrong reason, although I am pretty sure that i am doing it for the right ones. It is hard at times because I am surrounded by people that know God and love God and expect me to already know him, so all of the steps that I have been taking to connect with God, have not really been that helpful, because the groups have already assumed that I know God.
3. Last night I nearly had breakdown, because I was freaking out about what I was going to do for spring break, but don't worry I do know what I am doing, and no one is backing out on me.
4. I am no longer doing debate....this entry will probably have to come at a later time, when I am not needing to study, because there are a lot of things that happened and it would probably take more than my alloted 30 minutes to explain everything.
5. I love OBAMA!
6. I am going to Pennsylvania for spring break, and I am going to be working on the Obama Campaign there. I am going to make this 15 hour trip with my friend Bryan Cox, and once we get to Ohio, Mark Andre. I am still not sure where I am staying, but they assured us that we would have a place to stay....it will most likely be with a volunteer. i am really hoping that I am going to be able to see our Field organizer Michael Halle cuz I really miss getting to see him
7. I love my roomie for next year, Gloria! I am going to miss her over spring break and that is only a week, I have no clue what I am going to do for all of summer.
8. I miss you guys. Hopefully I will be able to come home once this semester to see some of you, although that is fairly unlikely, but I promise I will be home for at least a little bit over the summer....i think.
with that I have got to go study.....please leave comments if you have any thought on my life....idk if there will be any....