Aug 13, 2005 01:50
oh my goodness. I move into UGA in less than 12 hours. I'm so excited and yet... so scared. I think Nicole put it best earlier when she said "yeah, it's kinda like that feeling you have at the top of a rollercoaster...you're scared and you want to get off except you can't, because no matter how scared you are you're to excited about going down that hill" That is truly how it is. I think the feeling of leaving home is finally settling in... and that makes me happy... but I'm still nervous. I know people think I'm dumb about being excited... but... shut up. lol. Because I am. I just hope that college is all that I've heard about and that it can live up to my expectations... or at least that I can live up to the expectations that I have for college. I'm nervous about Jimy not being there... she's been a major support system for the last like... 7 years... and it makes me a bit nervous that she'll be fing a million miles away! lol. At least... it'll feel like that. Then again... I think it may be good... I dunno... there's gotta be some good outcome. lol. Anyway... I'm excited about meeting new people and being in a new environment... I'm excited about having my own room and not having to deal with my parents and my sisters... I'm excited about the freedom... although I know that I won't be taking advantage of it... I think I'm just excited about the anticipation of the experience. Oh well... it's late. Going to bed. More another day. Adios.