hey megan, thought i might let you know of how u affected me and my life for the most part.
while i was with my GF i felt that i wasn't showing the best of me. that i got too soft and comfortable with the way things were. i talked to you most of the time and i remember you telling me how i wasn't being the happy man i use to be. that i wasn't the same anymore because of love. when you told me that- i realized what u were talking about and i noticed the same thing but when u TOLD me.. i not only noticed myself but you noticed as well.. and so i remembered what it was like before i was with her and tried to get what i lost back.
i talked to you here and there about her and all this stuff and i really really really appreciate it. i mean u took the time to notice me and help me through some stuff. now that i see you bringing about loads of crap like "am i really worth it?" kind of BS.. for me- dont question yourself. i know your just checking to see where you stand but as i see it.. you are standing pretty high and theres no need to question that. you have a great life ahead of you and you LOVE and boy do i mean LOVE soccer so you got something going for you. most of the people in the world dont have a clue what is happening in their lives.
me and her had rough times and i knew we were going to break up soon enough and i swear at several points in time i remember how you and i used to have heart to heart coversations. i always told jokes and you and i would have fun. i told myself that there are better things in life to worry about rather than this temporary drama. you shined through the dark times and gave me more hope to a better day. it's kind of hard to tell you how you affected me but all i can say is that you never took a negative impression on me. to see people like you- the world has yet a better day.
while i was with my GF i felt that i wasn't showing the best of me. that i got too soft and comfortable with the way things were. i talked to you most of the time and i remember you telling me how i wasn't being the happy man i use to be. that i wasn't the same anymore because of love. when you told me that- i realized what u were talking about and i noticed the same thing but when u TOLD me.. i not only noticed myself but you noticed as well.. and so i remembered what it was like before i was with her and tried to get what i lost back.
i talked to you here and there about her and all this stuff and i really really really appreciate it. i mean u took the time to notice me and help me through some stuff. now that i see you bringing about loads of crap like "am i really worth it?" kind of BS.. for me- dont question yourself. i know your just checking to see where you stand but as i see it.. you are standing pretty high and theres no need to question that. you have a great life ahead of you and you LOVE and boy do i mean LOVE soccer so you got something going for you. most of the people in the world dont have a clue what is happening in their lives.
me and her had rough times and i knew we were going to break up soon enough and i swear at several points in time i remember how you and i used to have heart to heart coversations. i always told jokes and you and i would have fun. i told myself that there are better things in life to worry about rather than this temporary drama. you shined through the dark times and gave me more hope to a better day. it's kind of hard to tell you how you affected me but all i can say is that you never took a negative impression on me. to see people like you- the world has yet a better day.
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