♥Color the .c.o.a.s.t. with your-smile-its the most genuine- thing..Ive {e}{v}{e}{r} seen
Ok......
I bet you guys have lost a best friend in the long run right... yeah well I just expirenced it... agian..
miss her too much.... and its only day 2.
wtf...
this is stupid.... everyone believes me except for 2 people. and one of them is my best friend... and her so called best friend doesnt believe me either...
yeah you guys are all gettin this..
other then that... everything is going great... I think.. But then my great mood from everything else brings me down because the one person that used to cheer me up isnt around..
no matter how hard I look...
I cant seem to find her.
*writes down a sign*
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- PITTY ME -
-awesome-
what a dull thing to think about yourself..
*I write back*
-YOUR CRUED AND BORING -
well things after last night where horrible.
.getting over it.
anyway... enough about that..
for anyone who reads this..
I love you.
ok well now lets focus on the good things in life..
um. I like someone... alot
well that isnt good...
and anyone who knows why..... is inteligantly smart..
inteligant - smart...
same thing...
ok.. soccer..
playing midfield now..
sweeeeeettt
sondra is awesome.. : P
: D
and my mommy loves me more today then yesderday.. family is better..
well I dont know about you and I hope you are having a good life right about now... : )
and just two seconds ago I just turned down food.....
now can you tell me mood?
g2g.
LOve you much sweetheart. < *if my fists wont hurt you... my words will* >
let me spill out my words to you..
I'll say whatever you want just to bring us through..
but the tears anit comming when you dont feel the pain...
some of this thinking gets to the part where i go insane...
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oh and when I think about it..
Nothing here seems like it did before..
when you through it away
just left out so much to say...
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and when the leaves change colors.
and the secrects start to burn..
and I'd have to explain it..
on your normal part of day.
scattered back and forth in a pittied kinda way..
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and how you brought tears to my eyes..
just the way you sat and cryed..
the annoying pleasure of seeing someone suffer..
I'd give up everything to know you know i tryed.
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but does this all make sense??
without feelings that cannot be missed?
there allways there to sink right in..
like to drink it down and make it spinn.
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just forget about it and let it slide..
stop trying cover it up just to hide..
so say goodnight to us sweetheart.
heartache was never enough to keep us apart..
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Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.
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When I wake up, I'm willing to take my chances on the hope I forget
that you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you.
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You need him. I could be him...
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.
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♥
Sweetheart... I'm captivated by your beauty.
x.o.x.o
♥