1:30 and bored
Not having anything to do i decided to leave post. Isn't it so exciting. Well after the last post i had dinner which was great considering i helped make it (i mean help by folding the ham and cheese and putting it in the chicken). After dinner we all sat around the computer and talked to someone who thinks i am an arrogant, self-centered, asshole, who gets all the girls. IF HE ONLY KNEW!!!
First of all i do not have enough self-esteem to be arrogant and secondly considering for the past 18 years of my life i have put others happiness above mine i deserve to be a lil self-centered.
CHICKS: THE MOST COMPLEX FORM OF LIFE
Until recently have i noticed that if chicks think you are with someone do they start talk/flirting with you. In the past month I have thought about dating 6 chicks after i realized they "liked" me. Why i haven't talked to single one more than two or three times is hard to tell. Each and everyone of the girls are amazing both mental and physically but they just all came at once, WHY! But with my luck i have denied all interest in me and once again left alone in this world. GOOD THINGS I HAVE MY FRIENDS.
FRIENDS: MEANING OF LIFE
Without friends i have no idea where i would be right now. They keep me sane that is for sure, well at least most of the time. Among all other things, I have realized that your friends can piss you off faster than anyone on any given bad day. Hence today when i got pissed at my best friend Bobby just because he kept making up excuses for me being good at a game. But i just found one thing that bugged me and feed on that. SORRY STASH! Anyways, i haven't figured out yet that my friends can not be replaced and i need to stop shutting my self out from them at times.
ME: WHAT I DISLIKE
I myself dislike everything but most more than others. I hate how i can get pissed off so quick (by pissed i mean going quiet and not speaking). How i always have to be PERKY and ENERGETIC or something is wrong with me, there are somedays that i just want to be laid back and chilled. I also hate the fact that i shut people out for no reason and how i can just stop caring for someone on the drop of a dime. I hate how i overthink on stupid things and underthink on things that really matter. I hate how i know what I need to do but i do what i want to do first. I JUST HATE NOT BEING PERFECT!
Random Quote:
A bend in the road is not the end of the road..... unless you fail to make the turn!!
First of all i do not have enough self-esteem to be arrogant and secondly considering for the past 18 years of my life i have put others happiness above mine i deserve to be a lil self-centered.
CHICKS: THE MOST COMPLEX FORM OF LIFE
Until recently have i noticed that if chicks think you are with someone do they start talk/flirting with you. In the past month I have thought about dating 6 chicks after i realized they "liked" me. Why i haven't talked to single one more than two or three times is hard to tell. Each and everyone of the girls are amazing both mental and physically but they just all came at once, WHY! But with my luck i have denied all interest in me and once again left alone in this world. GOOD THINGS I HAVE MY FRIENDS.
FRIENDS: MEANING OF LIFE
Without friends i have no idea where i would be right now. They keep me sane that is for sure, well at least most of the time. Among all other things, I have realized that your friends can piss you off faster than anyone on any given bad day. Hence today when i got pissed at my best friend Bobby just because he kept making up excuses for me being good at a game. But i just found one thing that bugged me and feed on that. SORRY STASH! Anyways, i haven't figured out yet that my friends can not be replaced and i need to stop shutting my self out from them at times.
ME: WHAT I DISLIKE
I myself dislike everything but most more than others. I hate how i can get pissed off so quick (by pissed i mean going quiet and not speaking). How i always have to be PERKY and ENERGETIC or something is wrong with me, there are somedays that i just want to be laid back and chilled. I also hate the fact that i shut people out for no reason and how i can just stop caring for someone on the drop of a dime. I hate how i overthink on stupid things and underthink on things that really matter. I hate how i know what I need to do but i do what i want to do first. I JUST HATE NOT BEING PERFECT!
Random Quote:
A bend in the road is not the end of the road..... unless you fail to make the turn!!