why does college have to be soo fucking hard?
well its april now and i still have no idea where i want to go to school....for all of u out there, i didnt get into Vanderbilt. im really bummed!!!
i cant make any choices....i dont know where i want to go but i know i want to move away and have the chance to meet people that dont care where im from or that know my family or about my family. i just want to be myself, an independent person that nobody knows but would like to know...u know?
im ready to go to college to experience everything and i really would like to live a summer abroad....hm....sooo many places that i want to go yet dont think i ever will.i really would like to take a road trip across america sometime...i think it would be fun. who knows....i really dont know what i want in anything anymore....
aggh.
and i want to age gracefully and not be an old ugly hag when im older...ive thought about it..i want to be exactly like my grandparents....fucking hilarious in their seventies....they crack me up! and i love them soo much!
i cant make any choices....i dont know where i want to go but i know i want to move away and have the chance to meet people that dont care where im from or that know my family or about my family. i just want to be myself, an independent person that nobody knows but would like to know...u know?
im ready to go to college to experience everything and i really would like to live a summer abroad....hm....sooo many places that i want to go yet dont think i ever will.i really would like to take a road trip across america sometime...i think it would be fun. who knows....i really dont know what i want in anything anymore....
aggh.
and i want to age gracefully and not be an old ugly hag when im older...ive thought about it..i want to be exactly like my grandparents....fucking hilarious in their seventies....they crack me up! and i love them soo much!