Mar 21, 2006 08:05
so last night i realized what real love is and what its like to have a void of it. It sucks but i have accepted it and gotten into the state of mind that tells me that i am leaving soon and i should just concentrate on school and enjoy what i can while i have it.
Quinn has become one of the best things in my life. he always has the right things to say... not in the "creepy im trying to manipulate you" sort of way but in the "you being sad makes me sad and i will do anything to make you smile and forget about all that makes you hurt" kinda way! hes so great! he makes me so happy and im at the point where i couldnt ask for anything better and i will never again settle for anything less... hopefully i wont have to. This saturday im going to hang out with him all day. he has a track meet and im going to see it. it should be awsome. not only is he awsome his friends seem to like me in a way that they dont think im wierd cuz sometimes it seems that i come from a whole different planet... such as the pronunciation of words such as pecans and pralines... man i miss him and i cant wait to see him... he makes me to happy for my own good... hopefully he wont notice...
I found this awsome song today. I was hanging out with greg after band practice and not only did i finally get all the songs on his IPod that i have wanted for forever and six months but i also found this song called "that was a crazy game of poker" by O.A.R. im sure you all have heard it... but if not let me know and i will get it to you AQP!!
aside from all the crap at home things are good... things are really good... i have a great boyfriend and i got a new song to put me in a good mood and its like almost 9 minutes long!!! HIZZA!
OAR - That Was A Crazy Game Of Poker Lyrics
My twenty thrown down in my fist of rage
And the man to my left just folded down
Johnny doubled up with a Royal Flush
I had three jacks and a pair of nines
My mind is turning just two shots more
There's not much left to play
Then dude walks in Black hat on top, what a mop
I'm lucky it wasn't a county cop, cause I'm just running out of
time
Who's up for game two, what to do?
My wallets getting thin and I just lost my watch last night
I got a problem, just one answer got to throw it all down
And kiss it goodbye
That was a crazy game of poker
I lost it all
But someday I'll be back again
And I'm never to fall
Never to fall
Who's up for game three?
I can barely see the bourbon drowning next to me
And I just lost it all
Well there's a man sitting next to me
Red with smiling eyes
It's funny I don't have no money tonight.
That was a crazy game of poker
I lost it all
But someday I'll be back again
And I'm never to fall
Never to fall
Bada biba... ... ...
I say now skitili dat dat dat well how bout that
I'm coming out the front never coming out the back
I walked into the bar yesterday
Cause I had something to do, something to say
And Johnny walked in right behind me and
I didn't turn around
Until I hear the sound of his feet falling
On the ground, looked over my shoulder
And I saw a clown
And I said what are you doing in the bar tonight?
And I said Johnny whatcha doing tonight?
He looked at me with a face full of fright
And I said how about a revolution?
And he said , right.
I say of, you say a, I say revolution, and you say Jah 2x
And I said what are you looking at?
He hit me across the face with a bat.
I grabbed my .45 and I said let's get out and go
Well so he opened the door, and said "now, whatcha here for?"
I said I'm wanderin' down the road 44
And I said I've been walking for about a thousand years
And my feet are growing tired
My eyes a little wired
Don't know what to do unless I retire
And he just said let's play some crazy poker
And I said Johnny whatcha doing tonight?
He looked at me with a face full of fright
And I said how about a revolution?
And he said right.
I said that was the craziest game of poker that I ever saw
I said that was the craziest game of poker that I ever saw
But Im not gonna quit and I'm not gonna stop
I don't give a shit cause I got the drop
Johnny just got two eyes just like mine
And I'm feeling kind of funky, kinda fine
Cause I drank a bottle of whiskey before I came
Came to the bar to see what's the same
I saw my man named Johnny sitting across the table from
And to my left was a man he had no gin
He didn't even think about starting to sin
The man to my right, wasn't feeling very nice
He looked kinda mad and I felt bad
Because I took his money last night
Now I'm just struggling
I need a honey bunny
I don't know what to say anymore
So Im just going to go out the front door.