if you like drama youll LOVE THIS

Jan 01, 2006 11:30

i know i havent updated in like a million years... 
but i felt this was a good way to get it out of me 
even though i doubt i will ever get it out of my system

last night, was new years eve.. supposed to be one of the best nights of the year right.. hah wrong. for me about the opposite was true, everthing was going so wrong then we finally found somewhere to go, and everything was a million times better.. then everything got so bad so fast i dont even know exactly how it happened...

for her
i took you in when you needed me most, you were ditched and were going to have to ring in the new year with your mom. but i wasnt about to let that happen.. unsure of even what i was doing i took you to canton with me to find something to do with my other half. we had a lot of fun on the way there, and talking to a friend of mine once we got there.. unfortunately we werent seeing a whole lot of hope for a party later on... i dont know if i can ever look at you the same way. let alone trust you, ever again

for him
i know we've been through a lot of shit, expecially in the past few months... but whether i like it or not i love you and theres nothing i can do to change it, because believe me ive tried, i know im not a perfect little angel and ive done things i regret.. but it doesnt mean you havve to make the score evven.. hah evens an understatement.. you dont have to get me back a hundred times worse, love isnt a game and once you start games you end love.  i dont know how i can ever look at you the same way ever again.  you kissed her, not once. not twice. but three times.. that i know about... three times

how could you do this to me.

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