Sep 21, 2005 22:07
life is too short. ive realized that lately. and even tho i dont particularly enjoy my life very much lately, ive learned to make the most of it.
after jennifer's wake last nite, and what mrs keleher told me, ive realized how much i love my friends and how much i value my life and their's.
im pretty sure that i would die for my friends. i really would. and i would die for my family. if it came down to that i would do anything to keep my friends and family safe and happy. i dont know why this is hitting me now, but thats really how i feel. i would risk everything for the people that i love and care about. people being happy is really important to me. i dont know how to say what im thinking, it makes no sense i guess. but i just wanted my friends to know that i love them and that i would do anything for them. my friends mean the world to me, and even tho i dont see a lot of my friends cuz of college, i miss you all sooo much and this goes out to you too.
after realizing how fragile life is, and how quickly it can be taken away, ive decided to try and be a better person. im tired of being down about life not going the way i thought it would be right now in time. im just gonna live it day by day and enjoy the company of the people around me. because i love these people a lot.
wow im rambling now. sorry.