annoyed
Ugh. So Shawn has his stupid friends over. He is always mean to me to make himself look cool. It is really embarassing and i don't appreciate it. On top of that i'm sick of feelng like i don't have any real friends here. It suuuuuuucks and i'm ready to go back to virginia. I always thought it would be fun to get out of there. I was wrong. For the record....i'm not crazy...i have a phobia...i don't think anyone really believes me when i tell them at first. It doesnt really effect my everyday life but when i am faced with my fear i do act in a way other people don't see as normal. It sucks and if people were more educated about my phobia i could get help.