It's over
it's over because i was his first love
and if we stayed together he will always wonder what if ? because he never experienced anything else
so now we r broken up
i cant deal with this
it hurts more than anything
and whats worse is if for some reason he wants me back im having issues with the idea of getting back together
would it be the right thing?
would i trust him after this?
would i feel safe in his arms again?
everything is fuzzy and even with all this pain and all these questions all i crave is his kisses and care and love
fuck me
and fuck men
im so depressed and i hate this
and if we stayed together he will always wonder what if ? because he never experienced anything else
so now we r broken up
i cant deal with this
it hurts more than anything
and whats worse is if for some reason he wants me back im having issues with the idea of getting back together
would it be the right thing?
would i trust him after this?
would i feel safe in his arms again?
everything is fuzzy and even with all this pain and all these questions all i crave is his kisses and care and love
fuck me
and fuck men
im so depressed and i hate this