ARGGGG!!!
yea, so i'm getting sick. i have a sore throat and it isn't very fun. i'm angry, sad, mad, gaoer;uhtgpiufgbkjfbg;a. i have all these jumbled feelings inside of me. glenn was supposed to call me yesterday, but i guess he couldn't or something. it's driving me insane. i haven't heard from him since friday. i want to know if he's ok, how they are treating him, so many things. i hate this. i can understand how Ruh felt when Lancaster was out at sea. it really sucks not being able to see or talk to the one you love for four months and then another 8 months. this is really difficult, and it only just started. i call him at least 10 times a day. i know that he can't pick up the phone cause he's out in the ocean, but i'm always hoping that there is a chance that i will be able to get through to him. i don't know how i handled the first time he left me. maybe it was because he had broken up with me or maybe i just love him even more. i can't even describe how i feel. getting sick is not helping either and the finals that are coming up and all the make-up work that i haven't done. i'm so stupid. (^%(#*$TO H KUO *&dg784ot29p.!!!!!!!why?!