today sucked, kinda
ok so yeah, today was good but bad, but we're gonna go back to yesterday to get the full effect. so yesterday i have practice, and it's just on set plays, we didn't do anything else the whole night, so my dad, being the soccer expert that he is, who by the way has only been to one of my games, decides all this bull shit and decides to bitch at me about it. so he's saying that i don't have the same "drive" as i used to, no not sex drive..but some bullshit about how i always give up and i don't seem like i wanna play anymore. so then comes the do you want to play soccer in college part of the lecture, the one where he's like well if you don't shape up i'm not gonna keep wastin my money so you can quit playin after high school(my fav. part) so then i start crying cuz he's being an ass..and he's like oh i'm sorry, and goes out and buys me ice cream, score. so today my mom has a meeting w/ my chem teacher...i'm fucked. so my teacher tells her that i failed a test(39 bitch..hell yes)and i didn't come in to make it up, and i have like a million zeros, actually like 8 but w/e...so then my dad calls me and he's like you're treating school like soccer you don't care..blah blah blah...w/e he hangs up on me and i go home like 30 min. later and he's like oh hey how was ur day...ok kinda weird. so i go and do most of my hw so i can go to the game and see ppl(hehe)and so he decides he's gona be an ass and not let me go...just dandy...and then he bitches at me about chem and all that shit...even better..so i start crying again and he doesn't buy me ice cream this time, so now i'm really pissed at him. so then i went driving for a while and i came home and there were 2 pints of ben and jerry's, which is now gone, so we're cool again. but anyways my day...up to a 64.1 in chemistry...that's good...i see buddy after 1st hour...kinda weird but good..mixed emotions bout that one haha. so then integrated, got a 80 on one of the class work things, 43 on the other, w/e i'm happy...lunch..chilled with james hehe then enlglish, boring, german, 84.4 in that class...my highest grade...didn't go to the pep rally went and chilled w/ ash james n stef...then james gave me and stef a ride home and showed me where he lives..it was oh so exciting..and somehow i survived james driving..it's a miracle..then came home and all that bs happened...but w/e..it's cool now i got my ice cream i'm happy. but i'm gonna go love you xoxo.
~Leah~
~Leah~