Jun 29, 2002 01:17
So yea life has been pretty dull lately and I have been giving it my best shot to spruce it up a bit but nothing is quite working. My days are filled with the neverending idea of nothingness. A huge void that I want to fill but all I seem to have mustered up thus far is a great deal of time watching ever so dementing dvd's. The thought of maybe teaching myself to play the guitar or maybe how to speak german, have entered my mind as hopeful options but I just can't seem to get motivated. Now that my belly button ring has been removed I can start running again which will give me something to do with my time. But running is only good for my physical unrest. I need something that will elleviate this constant state of being useless. I need a hobby! Yes that's it...something that I can plunge my energies into full-heartedly. A project maybe...hummm......yes a project! Now onto the hard part. Finding a good project. Do I want something that is like a craft project, a goal attaining project, a person project, etc. There are a plethera of choices and all are up for grabs. This should be fun!