My life as of today...
It funny to finally realize what type of person someone is after everything is said and done. Then to find out that really you meant nothing to that person and he blames you. I really shouldn't be thinking about this at all because its just a waste of time, but i kinda felt that I had to write it out to get it off my mind.
So I thought knowing a person for over 3 yrs, you might matter to them even though things didn't work out at all. I was totally wrong. I learned something this weekend about this person and it really opened my eyes to a different part of the male race. Nothing matters! I was blamed for the end of the relationship, that's right me! I called him, I wrote him, I loved him and I ruined it. He had the nerve to say that. He then had the nerve to cuss me out, how mature of him huh?? I am now just a figment of his lost imagination. So what do I do with my memories of him?? It hurt me to know he thought that way, but because of it He is nothing to me.
(10-12-06)
I didn't get to finish it all monday, but you know what... i'm glad. Its a waste of time. I can't change the past and I'm not looking in that direction for the future. I have better things going on in my life right now. Well life isn't all that great, but I do now have somethings that are great to look forward too. School is going ok except for today. I'm absolutely tired but I can only blame one person and that is me. I waited for the last minute to do my paper thinking that is was going to be easy and that turned around and bit me in the bunny... I'm soo tired that sleep wouldn't do me any good. I have slept for a whole day and to be honest, I really don't know how I'm managing to type this right now. So if it doesn't make sense at all, you now know why.
As for my classes individually, Math is prolly the toughest one, but I'm hoping to do better on the next test to bring my grade up. Core 1 is alright, however I just had to do a 5 page paper yesterday which is why I feel utterly delirious. Science is out there... I really don't know what to tell you about that class, but i am doing good in it. My Crime class is really good and I'm doing good in it too... So yeah thats my school update.
For the update on my brothers... They both seem to be doing really good. Alex is scheduled to return back to the states Dec. 6th (date is subject to change though). Eric should be home in February. My friend Steven who is also in Iraq is doing good. So that just takes alittle ease off me to know that they are all ok. Pray for them everyday and everynight.
My love life is doing good. I'm dating Luis and he is great to me... I'm happy to be with him. We haven't been dating for long though. But so far its looking good. I got to hangout with him yesterday, which was great because I won't see him again until monday. I miss him already! He did also ask me to go to the Marine Corps ball which is November 3rd. I will have an entry on that. But right now I'm in search of a dress. Lets hope I find one soon enough and is not expensive.
As for my weekend plans this week... I'm actually pretty booked lol.. Friday (tomorrow) I'm going out with my parents for dinner and then going cosmic bowling with my friend Mei and her man. Saturday Jordan and I are going to look for a dress and visit James crash site, then I have a jewelry party to go to at my friend Jessica's house and then later on that night around 9:45 her and I are going to this Haunted Hay Ride thing over in Eagle Harbor (lets see how that goes). Sunday I have a BBQ to go to at Shad's house and then again later onthat night Jessica and I are going to go see "The Grudge 2." Then Monday Louie gets back from work YIPPEE!! So yeah... thats my weekend. The weekend after that is a different story lol... Lets just say October is booked and the way things are going November is booked too! Well I'm done for now. Write more later!
So I thought knowing a person for over 3 yrs, you might matter to them even though things didn't work out at all. I was totally wrong. I learned something this weekend about this person and it really opened my eyes to a different part of the male race. Nothing matters! I was blamed for the end of the relationship, that's right me! I called him, I wrote him, I loved him and I ruined it. He had the nerve to say that. He then had the nerve to cuss me out, how mature of him huh?? I am now just a figment of his lost imagination. So what do I do with my memories of him?? It hurt me to know he thought that way, but because of it He is nothing to me.
(10-12-06)
I didn't get to finish it all monday, but you know what... i'm glad. Its a waste of time. I can't change the past and I'm not looking in that direction for the future. I have better things going on in my life right now. Well life isn't all that great, but I do now have somethings that are great to look forward too. School is going ok except for today. I'm absolutely tired but I can only blame one person and that is me. I waited for the last minute to do my paper thinking that is was going to be easy and that turned around and bit me in the bunny... I'm soo tired that sleep wouldn't do me any good. I have slept for a whole day and to be honest, I really don't know how I'm managing to type this right now. So if it doesn't make sense at all, you now know why.
As for my classes individually, Math is prolly the toughest one, but I'm hoping to do better on the next test to bring my grade up. Core 1 is alright, however I just had to do a 5 page paper yesterday which is why I feel utterly delirious. Science is out there... I really don't know what to tell you about that class, but i am doing good in it. My Crime class is really good and I'm doing good in it too... So yeah thats my school update.
For the update on my brothers... They both seem to be doing really good. Alex is scheduled to return back to the states Dec. 6th (date is subject to change though). Eric should be home in February. My friend Steven who is also in Iraq is doing good. So that just takes alittle ease off me to know that they are all ok. Pray for them everyday and everynight.
My love life is doing good. I'm dating Luis and he is great to me... I'm happy to be with him. We haven't been dating for long though. But so far its looking good. I got to hangout with him yesterday, which was great because I won't see him again until monday. I miss him already! He did also ask me to go to the Marine Corps ball which is November 3rd. I will have an entry on that. But right now I'm in search of a dress. Lets hope I find one soon enough and is not expensive.
As for my weekend plans this week... I'm actually pretty booked lol.. Friday (tomorrow) I'm going out with my parents for dinner and then going cosmic bowling with my friend Mei and her man. Saturday Jordan and I are going to look for a dress and visit James crash site, then I have a jewelry party to go to at my friend Jessica's house and then later on that night around 9:45 her and I are going to this Haunted Hay Ride thing over in Eagle Harbor (lets see how that goes). Sunday I have a BBQ to go to at Shad's house and then again later onthat night Jessica and I are going to go see "The Grudge 2." Then Monday Louie gets back from work YIPPEE!! So yeah... thats my weekend. The weekend after that is a different story lol... Lets just say October is booked and the way things are going November is booked too! Well I'm done for now. Write more later!