I feel bad, but I did the right thing for the both of us!

[soccerbabe1611]

I just had to update, because I just feel I need to put it out there somewhere. Ok I wrote a couple weeks back about going back out with Bart. I will say it was good. But I will def. emphasize on the was. I broke up with him yesterday and I know I did the right thing for the both of us, I just feel bad about it. Bart is a good guy. He is sweet, loving, caring, attentitive, passionate and heartfelt. What he lacks is ambition. I couldnt stand to think about how he had no real direction in the future and that he used his friends as leverage. I don't think he ever had one real idea on his own, except about baseball. I couldn't look past that. I'm a big person on goals and accomplishment and just knowing that he never really thought about his future scared me. I can't be with a person like that. I also can't wait around for him to change, because in situations like that, the person rarely ever does. I know what I want out of life and I will not have someone hold me back from it unless it is impossible to accomplish it. I did try having a relationship again with him... I don't think the trying part was enough. I do love him and I always will, but Love is not enough either. I can't have a future with someone who doesn't even have a future anyways.
~Bart, I'm sorry I really am. I just wish you find who you are in life soon. Don't life off others people dreams. You need to follow yours, if you start to have any!~