Changes

[soccera30]

It seems liek everything around me is changing...friends and family in particular...so I dont know if its me or them...but id not think i've cahgned. I dont know if i still want to be friends with the people i've always been friends with or even have friends at all...dont get me wrong there are still some friends or a couple that i dont think have

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[soccera30]

yeah i dont know why you're mad becuase i was gonna tell you but you couldnt wait..and you're right it isnt your life so thats just how it goes..i called you tonight and you were asleep you knw we need to tlak as well as i do..and why would you yell at me for it? yeah it was stupid but did i yell at you for the the stupid stuff you did? and if you dont want to tlak about it thats fine with me becuase i dont want to talk about it..iw as jsut going to tell you because you are my best friend...adn i dont think you ment to piss me off with your comment but you did...i feel like i have ot defend myself against someone i'm supposed to be able to tell everything...and i also dont know why you are acting so shocked you knew it was gonna happen...i dont meant o sound like a bitch right now but its how i feel at the moment..and i jsut dont see why you couldnt have tlaked to me about before getting all mad and before going and asking someone else...i told you i had to talk to you but i wanted to do it in person, why couldnt you wait? well you probably wont read this until tomorrow and i asked your mom to have you call me..but i dont want you to reply on this you can email me or call me preferably call. and we need to talk in person becuae its not liek you dont live right down the street.
Alecia*

[brianaxcore]

what sucks is i didnt ask anyone. they came to me.

i didnt mean to piss you off by that entry.. i knew going into that entry that i was telling myself that i shouldnt be writing this... she can tell me anything, we could talk about anything...

"and i also dont know why you are acting so shocked you knew it was gonna happen..."

i wasnt really expecting you to do that at all... with me knowing you forever and like you giving me the speeches..i didnt think it at all. i never even thought for a second that you were going to go do that.
i was wrong.

im not mad im more dissapointed in a way... but im not.. i know i do dumb ass things... and since this already happened.. i guess im going to end with... was it worth it.. (in a good way)