May 17, 2008 18:10
I'm a big girl now
You can talk to me
I'm not going to break
I'm not going to lie
I miss you
I still love you
Those things won't change
Not overnight
Not within the week you've been gone
I can't forget you
Considering all you have done for me.
You once said
"I hope I can help you
As much as you have helped me"
I expect you to live up to that
Help me out
Talk to me
Tell me what I can talk to you about
There are so many things I want to say
But am afraid to say them
For fear of pushing you away
So I'm silent
I'm scared
So scared to lose you
It is the one thing I won't stand for.
I won't stand here and let you go
Not as a friend
I hope you've read what I've written
And understood like you always have
I hope you know
I love you