May 20, 2008 22:22
i loveeeeeeeee when people talk to your best friends about you, like they dont think your friends will tell you? Or maybe they are even worse than you are giving them credit for and know that the friends will tell you. Not even things that are actually true, but just really mean lies. Worst thing? the people who talk were supposedly some of my best friends. So thats nice to know. I understand we use to date, and apparently you are still upset that we broke up, but honestly just get over it. That was so long ago and its never going to happen again and i've let you know that. Would it kill you to let me happy with another girl? I'm sorry we were apart for 10 days and then when we came back together it was too different, but would you rather have me lied for another couple of months before i did it? Stop being a selfish bitch and gain some dignity. Stop talking about people behind their backs, because i know you do it to other people too, not just me. Is there anyone you are friends with that you actually like? And as for your accomplice, you wouldnt even have friends if it wasnt for me. I introduced you to EVERYONE that you are friends with now. I invite you places when we all know that if i didnt you would sit at all home 24/7. This is the thanks i get? Why would you tell the girl i like that im a bad person? That if i go on vacation, I'll come back and break up with her. I'm a dick. FUCKING KIDDING ME? Sorry i have better things to do with my spare time then to bad mouth my friends behind their backs. Sorry i actually have people that like me. Maybe you two are just jealous that you havent had a boy/girlfriend in who knows how long. i don't know what your problem is, but the only reason i havent yelled at you in public is for her sake and i promised i wouldnt. I keep my promises because my friends actually mean something to me. So i'll put on a smile when i have to see you everyday, but i'm not going to be starting conversations with you and going out on weekends with you. I'll respond to you in the shortest amount of words possible before turning away from you again.
"Are you sure your not going out and he just doesnt want people to know about you?"
fucking bitch. plenty of people know that i like her. i just chose not to tell you because, honestly, i knew this would happen. and it has everytime since the 7th grade.
"i care about bill. im not talking about him im telling the truth."
if you werent talking about me then why would it have been a problem if i found out? and not lie and say you care about me when its quite obvious you dont. fucking back stabber
i'm way over high school. seventeen more days before i never have to see any of these people again. I love how i use to have sooo many friends, and now its just a handful. people i use to be super close to i havent hung out with in like 5 months. i can honestly say i've tried too, its not my fault they always happen to be busy when i ask. Can't really complain though, that handful of people i wouldnt trade in for the world. i love them all to death. Only people i will even remotely miss when i go off to college. Always have my back and I know for sure that they aren't talking about me to others.