Shit is all I get
I never thought I'd really come back to this but here I am while I reminisce over this so called life shit. I thought things were actually getting better in my favor, but somewhere along the line I lied to myself or atleast let fell into the idea it was. This pain I feel isn't something that will just heal right away. I'd be lucky if it were only minor and last 2-3 months. Maybe it's a sign. Maybe it's a threat. Maybe it's just the beginning of a long, fatal down fall to only lead to a horrible, devastating future. If this vision is somewhat true, is it worth waiting for? Is living something I should continue? Is there any good left to come for me? In the current position I'm in I can't take anymore pain. I honestly don't know where I'm head. Each road that I take alway ends in a mud pit. So this is me keeping my head up as long as I can above all this shit that I get.
I shall say goodnight til it be morrow...
I shall say goodnight til it be morrow...